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BATTLECAM DOES HAVE A TERMS OF USE :-)

THIS BLOG IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. CERTAIN THINGS WRITTEN HERE SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY, UNLESS OF COURSE YOU'RE EITHER INSANE OR A BLOODY IDIOT. I AM DESCRIBING THINGS AS I SEE THEM. SOMETIMES I USE HUMOR AND ABSURDITY, NOT EVERYTHING IN HERE IS REAL. I'M NOT SOME BUTTHURT CASTER WHO IS TRASHING THE SITE OR OTHER CASTERS IN ORDER TO FEEL BETTER OR GET REVENGE. I AM ONLY DRAWING PARALLELS BETWEEN WHAT GOES ON WHILE CERTAIN PEOPLE CHAT IN THE CHAT BOX AND WHAT GOES ON IN REAL LIFE WITH SADISTIC CRIMINALS AND OTHER SOCIETY MISFITS. NOT EVERYONE IN CHAT QUALIFIES. THANK GOD! THERE ARE A LOT OF VERY INTERESTING CHATTERS WHO MAKE THE CHATBOX FUN AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN ONE CAN EVEN HAVE A SEMI-NORMAL CONVERSATION IN THERE. I PERSONALLY THINK THAT UNLESS YOU'RE VOTING, CHATTING AND CAMMING UP, YOU'RE NOT GETTING THE FULL BATTLECAM EXPERIENCE. IT MIGHT BE A LOT MORE FUN IF YOU ACTIVELY PARTICIPATE AND CONTRIBUTE TO THE SITE BY BEING ON CAM. ESPECIALLY NOW WHEN PEOPLE ARE GETTING PAID TO CAST! I LOVE BATTLECAM AND THAT IS ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS WHY I STARTED WRITING THIS BLOG. THE WHOLE CONSPIRACY THING DIED OUT WHEN I FIGURED OUT ONE VERY CRUCIAL DETAIL THAT I HAD BEEN WONDERING ABOUT FOR A LONG TIME. SO NOW IT'S BASICALLY ALL ABOUT HOW I SEE BATTLECAM AND NOTHING MORE.

Important definitions

A cyber bully is someone who uses cruel statements about one's family, health condition, personal matters and other important parts of a person's life in order to make them suffer on camera until they either stop camming up or hurt themselves.

A troll is someone who picks on casters by telling them things such as ''your hair looks like shit'', ''your makeup looks like you have sex for money'', ''your voice sounds like a squirrel'' and things that don't really have the power to make anyone feel the urge to hurt themselves.

Cyber bullies want to destroy. Trolls just want to play.

I HAVE NEVER BULLIED ANYONE. I HAVE TROLLED A LITTLE, BUT NEVER TO THE EXTENT OF HURTING ANYBODY :-) I STAND BY MY WORDS.

Camwhores are women who take their clothes off and masturbate on camera for money or otherwise. Camwhores do public displays of sexual activity such as showing genitals and breasts in a sexual manner. CAMWHORE IS A DEROGATORY TERM USED TO DEFINE WEBCAM MODELS WHO ARE MAKING THEIR MONEY LEGALLY AND NOT STEALING. IT'S SAD THAT'S HOW PEOPLE WANT TO DEFINE EVERY GIRL WHO GETS ON CAMERA THESE DAYS.

There are girls who do it on battlecam and I am not saying they're whores for doing that. There's slutty nude and artsy nude. When Kassette was nude on battlecam, she was a beautiful vision of art. I don't consider Cazul, Notorious or Rockabetty whores for showing boobs either. They were entertaining the viewers and they are not promiscuous women. The definition of a whore is exactly that: either a promiscuous woman or a woman who has sex for money.


Whores are women who have sex with multiple partners.
People like to throw the word around without checking the definition. Wearing a bikini and singing a song are not activities that describe a whore.

Dumb whores are women who not only have sex with multiple partners but they also lack intelligence. They are women who are incapable of typing coherent sentences. Their sentences usually lack important elements such as verbs. I'm neither dumb nor a whore.

Self confident women are able to go on cam without being ashamed. Whether they get good or bad reviews, they switch the camera off and still feel good about themselves. Dumb whores need the validation from the crowd. They're usually women who have problems dealing with their appearance. A self-confident woman can weigh 300 pounds and feel beautiful, whereas a woman who lacks self-confidence will weigh 100 pounds and still feel like shit. It's all relative.



Is that a conspiracy in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

The curious case of the mind games played on chicky12's mind

I spent many months talking to Chicky on a daily basis. Between January 2015 and around July 2015, I used to talk to her on facebook about our kids, about normal stuff that went on in our daily lives such as our family members and our relationships with them and things we were doing throughout our days. She was nice to me and we didn't spend much time talking about battlecam because I had specifically asked her not to talk about men or battlecam.

This was fine with me. I never was a person who enjoyed chatting. I would message her a long description of something she had asked me the day before and this is how we communicated. She'd message a lot, but this is because she likes chatting. I don't.

I believe she's deep down inside a good person who's been messed with by the wrong crowd. Most of the things she ended up doing on camera were while coaxed by others. They would play with her head, offer her modship in their channel, offer to unblock her from their facebooks and other types of cruel games were also played with her.

This is horrible and even though I haven't spoken to her in almost a year, I still think what they do to her on Battlecam is awful. People justify this by saying ''oh, but she's there. She could just leave. She deserves it!''.

My opinion is no one deserves this type of abuse when unprovoked. I've seen her be completely humiliated for saying ''hello'' in chat to someone. If she had been constantly going at people and then people humiliated her, I could understand that. But it seems that people start a lot of these arguments with her out of nowhere.

The administrators and mods play with her username, they give and withdraw modship from her and they say humiliating things to her following the trolls very often. She forgives them all and can be seen talking to them nicely even after they've abused her the day before.

I hope this one day ends, for her sake and for the sake of ending gratuitous bullying. These has been turned around on me whenever I lashed out at people who attacked me. The administrators have called me a bully for defending myself against the bullying I underwent on that site. It's a hopeless case: battlecam is a breeding ground for a vicious cycle of cyber bullying.

I only use the platform because it's the best for making and archiving videos, otherwise I would have left already.

Sunday, June 19, 2016

so young, so fat, such a loser

Lickerish is ridiculously out of shape for being so young. Maybe she's depressed because the so-called love of her life Clavo replaced her with Chicky12.

I laughed out loud when I heard about that. I hope she tasted some of the medicine she wanted to feed others. Many sources tell me that she's a back stabbing person who pretends to be friendly at first and then also turns on people.

It's sad that whatever STD she gave Clavo, Clavo gave to others... Not to mention that Clavo probably picked up a few other diseases in prison...

It's really sad.

Meanwhile, I am 100% healthy sitting here getting fitter and fitter, furthering my studies and going towards a PhD when these imbeciles didn't even get their GED :)

Oh , yeah!

She who laughs last, laughs BESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTT :)

What if the guy from BEING GINGER went on Battlecam?

I've been watching documentaries a lot lately. Netflix has many good documentaries and since I pay for it I decided to put my money to good use and watch them.

BEING GINGER started out as a documentary about a ginger guy who wanted to find love.

It seemed like a cute premise and I didn't expect what was to come.

Throughout the movie, it is clear that being bullied as a child for being ginger had been a very traumatic experience for the filmmaker. Every time I think of bullying, I immediately think of Battlecam because unfortunately this is the entire premise of the site nowadays.

BC started as a website where you could compete for air time by staying on camera doing something interesting, talking or showing some sort of talent. This was the premise sold to me and to many other people.

As time went by, Battlecam became a place for people to bully others without feeling ashamed because after all ''it's a troll site''. I am not saying this, people say this. The reason why I joined when Alki invited me and several people from justin.tv was because I thought it would be another platform for me to express myself. Little did I know I was to become the person they decided to give everyone a ''free pass to troll, harass, bully, abuse and be as mean as they wanted'' to because it was not only overlooked by administrators and later on censors, but also encouraged by them. Many times these censors and administrators would harass me as well and at times in a worse manner than the chatters (some of whom were actually censors and admins using fake accounts to create numbers).

There was a boy in 2010 or 2011 if I am not mistaken who came to the site after having become famous for his rebuttal to the constant bullying for his hair color on this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EY39fkmqKBM


He was harassed on BC and never went back.

I don't feel like a victim on BC by any means. If it weren't for my real life situation at the moment, I would be on there on occasion. Obviously not for several hours sitting in the lineup like those lowlives, but I would probably show up once or twice a month and talk on main, maybe even sing or do one of the things I used to do before my life situation changed.

Watching BEING GINGER, I wonder whether the guy in the movie would be able to take the abuse on BC.

None of the trolling, harassment, bullying and even the effects of some of these so-called jokes by the means of photoshops and other materials have had in my real life have made me into a victim.

There's much more in life that I have to overcome on a daily basis. I am a survivor.

What affected my real life was the fact that what the trolls typed and some of the photoshops they made passed as reality to someone in my real life and I got severely tortured emotionally because of this. But this is another story that I will only tell one day when the unofficial gag order is removed, my life is at a different place.


Sunday, June 12, 2016

To the person who accused me of ''having fun with FERN''

To the person who accused me of ''having fun with FERN',

I find him physically repulsive and the history he has with women online alone is enough for me to never want anything to do with him at all even if he looked like Jacob Vargas, an actor who I find attractive or Denzel Washington , another actor I find attractive or even a young William Hurt... yes, I have eclectic taste, I'm not a society follower.

I do not know where the accusation came from, but I was offended by it.

As for the people saying I hate white women, they're also wrong.

I live in Scandinavia where most people I work with and see everyday ARE WHITE WOMEN. I work as a teacher and most my colleagues are white women.

My issues with self hating men of color who never seem to see anything beautiful in women of color and who do so basically because they don't like themselves date back to the mid nineties when I noticed this among family members of my fiancee's at the time. I was engaged to a Brazilian man from when I was 17-23, then an Australian man from 23-24, then I met the man I ended up marrying and having a child with years later. I never looked for a particular type.

I just believe that when a person is in love with another, they find each other the most attractive people on the planet in every way and they won't keep looking around for different types to hook up with and that's my only real pet peeve.

Fern doesn't interest me, neither does anyone on Battlecam caster or chatter. No one from the online world or anyone in real life apart from the man I am in love with interest me.

It may very well be that I will never have the fairy tale love I wanted and thought I could have, but I am definitely not chasing it. I believe it happens once and you feel differently from how you felt about anyone else you have ever met. It is an indescribable feeling that I will never forget, even if at this point it's safe to say it will never be reciprocal again.

I don't want to spell out too much about my life on this blog because I know there are people waiting to photoshop my pictures, twist my words, fabricate fake evidence to tarnish my reputation and ruin my life further.

I have worked at some of the best schools in Norway, Brazil and Australia as a teacher and I have a daughter who's turning 10 on Monday. Her party was here at the apartment on Saturday. I'm working towards a 3rd university degree and yes, I may be broadcasting, but I am still not going to allow trolls and I am still not trying to hook up with anyone.

There have been lots of losses in my life, but strength and intellect have remained intact and I'm still by my daughter's side, I have the love and support that anyone's family would give them and I'm choosing to look at the glass as half full.

I am a winner in life. When I say I am a strong black woman, I'm not putting white women down. I'm simply building up the confidence of black women everywhere who are discriminated against because they're dark skinned like me. I don't hate any race, I do have a problem with society followers and brainwashed sheep and especially people who listen to and believe in trolls.

I do not want Fern or anyone online or in real life.

I love who I love and this love will either fade or become stronger and stay in my heart for ever. In my adult life, this is an experience that will stay very vivid. My daughter is the most important person in my life and I feel that nothing, no one can ever change that no matter how painful things may get, no matter how insulted I may feel at times... I wish I could speak without filters, but I can't. At this point, I'm preserving my daughter's integrity and that of my family's. I write profusely and communicate better through writing because the words flow so rapidly and the thoughts in my mind come out through my fingers as I type more than 100 words a minute. That's why my posts are often long. I'm not angry or upset right now. I am a little sad for my losses, but I'm trying to turn them into gains.

The greatest present a woman can have is a child of her own and I'm not giving that up or making my life more difficult by wasting my time with anyone especially not FERN or anyone you idiots keep associating me with, it's pathetic and absurd.

Saturday, March 12, 2016

ANNA'S LIVE THURSDAY S2E6












































































Several years before a lot of people started to refer to their broadcasts as shows, I was already doing my shows with numbered episodes, topics previously selected and I have always sung songs, discussed languages and culture. There will not ever be another Anna Williams in the broadcasting world online. From my head to my toes, every part of me is real and the knowledge I bring to the table on my casts has always been what made me unique, especially for a woman of color :) This is a show I used to do on jtv. I had fun and entertained MYSELF more than anything. It was almost 7 years ago.



I used to sing in 6 different languages, show outfits (including bikinis) and I was a lot more interactive than in my later seasons when at some point I completely stopped interacting with people.



Things changed and now I can't even be seen live anywhere except for ''real life'', but I am not complaining. I am teaching, lecturing, translating and writing articles.



I don't know if I will ever broadcast again, but I like to look at old shows sometimes.

There never will be another Anna Williams

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

































































www.facebook.com/annawilliams72www.facebook.com/annawilliams72 is my entertainer page I started 4 years ago. I used it to post links to my shows on JTV, BC, Vaughn and also to link my videos on youtube.

I haven't done a broadcast in a very long time and am not sure if or when I will again. Mostly this blog has been my platform to defend myself against attacks lately.

People talk about me without having their facts straight.

I teach EFL, ESL and Literature in English Language as well as Norwegian, Portuguese and Spanish.


Sunday, February 28, 2016

Internet attacks will NOT change the reality of my life

I have been using BC archives to document some of my lectures, but I haven't opened my channel in several months.

I make the archives, then put them on youtube. This is a part of my life that's very important to me. Anyone who has known me outside the scopes of the internet will be aware of this and recently I started to share it here as well. Like I said before, the mockery won't change the reality of my life.

What do some of the dumb asses who are making fun of me have to show for their lives?
They probably have no kids, no education, have never left their country and barely speak English.

In 1990, fresh out of high school and starting my university studies, I was one of the youngest student teachers in my state in Brazil. I was a substitute teacher for most of August-December that year. In 1991, I started teaching at a bi-national center (Brazil-United States).


Saturday, February 27, 2016

I've been a teacher for over 25 years, no amount of mockery by 50 something people online can take this away from me :)

Trolling using racial slurs is not trolling. It's just racism.

She can't use the N word out in the open, although she has done it before. Nevertheless, she thinks it's okay to talk about my hair with a subtle, yet racial slur. It's easy for anyone with half a brain to see that I don't fit the stereotype for a Black person's hair that she has in her mind. She's a racist and can't see the difference. The truth still remains that I have longer and softer hair than the average Black person she's used to seeing in her ''neck of the woods'' . I was even in a national shampoo commercial years ago chosen among thousands of women and this wasn't a hair relaxer or ''black people's hair product'' as she may think. African hair is beautiful in its own way. I'm not slamming the extreme curls or anything like that. I'm just showing the difference, but this racist woman can't see it. She probably never left her country or seen anything else to make an educated assessment.

Trolling using racial slurs is not trolling, it's just racism.


Friday, February 26, 2016

LECTURE F SCOTT FITZGERALD

This is what I do for a living : I teach and lecture. I am preparing new lectures for  May and first week of June. I will post them on my youtube channel. 

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

This video was made when I was lecturing about Toni Morrison's God help the Child

Haters are so invested in mocking me that they play fast and loose with the concept of what's crazy. They should look at themselves and their own actions.

I'm a perfectly normal person, with strong opinions, nonetheless. Just because I hate trolls, racism of any kind and at some point in my life connected with someone emotionally online doesn't make me crazy.

I wake up early every morning and take care of my kid, go to the gym then to work depending on the day of the week, then I pick up groceries on the way to school to pick up my kid and go home for a couple of hours. I do homework with her, fix something for her to eat and I leave again because I lecture in the evenings at an institute of higher education, which I almost feel I should reveal here and dox myself to stop the stupidity already. If I were to dox myself, everyone would know I am telling the truth.

I may be emotional in my personal relationships and with family, but I have seen the people whose lives revolve around that shoutbox  on Mac's blog. I don't like Troll2 one bit because I feel his hatred towards me is gratuitous when I never even knew him and he was already making up stories about me and hating on me for no reason, but he said something on his blog that I agree with: no one can successfully raise kids and sit in a shoutbox 24 hours a day chatting and keeping track of what is said. This, by no means, is a shot at Slaya. I have not had a problem with her. We might have different opinions about certain things, but that's it. What I am trying to say is that I have not ever done the things that certain casters have done on camera such as defecating on someone, eating feces in a burger, drinking one's own urine, eating out of a toilet, having sex with a prostitute on camera, shooting objects of one's vagina on camera and other REALLY CRAZY, NOT TO MENTION DISGUSTING THINGS certain people do. Having strong opinions about certain things and having an emotional connection online does not characterize a person as crazy.

It's very interesting how whenever I post any sort of rebuttal or defense regarding something that's been said about me, people think I'm in a ''mood'' or '' angry'', when, in fact I am only defending myself from what's been said. I am not angry at Mac, I genuinely pity him for being so empty, so insipid that he has to use other people to get the attention he gets on his blog.

I became known for shows I did, for my own content, for having a strong attitude towards trolls and not allowing them to have a platform on any of my social media or broadcasting channels.

The bikini shows were only a part of how I became known in these circles, although people seem to accredit every single viewer I had to men wanting to watch me in a bikini.

Most of the shows I did on every broadcasting site over the past 7 or 8 years since I first started consisted of a woman sitting in front of the camera in a sweater and even those shows were among the top 5 on JTV at any given time of day I decided to broadcast.

I don't allow trolls to speak freely because I truly believe they have a very evil sadistic side of them that I compare to psychopathic killers and the very thought of giving a person like that a platform is abhorrent to me.

I have typed this quickly because I type faster than the average person and I am not going to be intimidated because a typo (uterous instead of uterus) and a linguistically acceptable placement of the article AN when I KNOW Mac and Paquet together do not have half of my knowledge of the English language.

Paquet relies on that ridiculous excuse that he is dyslexic as an explanation to how atrocious his English is, but I have had students who are dyslexic on several different levels of this type of learning disability and his linguistic patterns are consistent with lack of attention and plain lack of knowledge in the subject.

Mac is not as bad as Paquet with his writing, but he's not as good as he thinks and definitely not better than me. Taking into consideration that I speak more languages than he does and that I didn't grow up or live my entire life in an English speaking country like MAC did, he SHOULD KNOW MORE THAN ME and he doesn't.

Now, just because I typed these words doesn't mean I am mad or in a mood. I wanted to explain things and I write long texts. That's how I am.

There are several videos of my lectures about Literature, language classes (Norwegian, English, Spanish and Portuguese) that I will be uploading to my Anna Williams youtube. I have been documenting a lot of my teaching work over the years and I have plenty of proof that I am an educator.

My former students went on to study in countries where they used the languages they learned from me and they're very successful. I hear from them via facebook and last year a couple of them were here in Norway visiting me (two women who were my students in the 90s when I was teaching in Brazil). I'm very proud of my work and Mac and Lurkers can't and will not take this away from me. They simply can't. They can screencap my blog posts, they can scrutinize them for petty linguistic lapses and mock me as much as they want. There are maybe 50 people who will read what they post and I have taught THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE how to speak languages and they value my expertise in this area.

There is no craziness in wanting to defend oneself. It's human nature: when attacked, people will defend themselves.

Mac and Lurkers are attacking me and this is my defense.

My Anna Williams youtube has a few of my teaching videos and other ordinary activities such as being out with my daughter, taking gym classes, living a normal life that doesn't revolve around trying to interact  with and please strangers online 24/7 like most of my haters do.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-Txf3OKwQI

MAC will most likely copy this blog post and post it on his own blog because he can't come up with anything to write. The other day he was having an argument with DFword (another one of his minions) over videos that the latter made private and MAC wanted to use to entertain the trolls on his channel. I don't need to do this, I can write and I have broadcasted for years. I have plenty of material of my own. I don't need to use other people's material.

Lurkers, while you're screencapping this and preparing virtual gifts for MAC, answer my question: what have I ever done to you for you to be so invested in mocking me?

Sunday, February 21, 2016

ANNA WILLIAMS: Anna Williams Teaching Spanish in Norway

ANNA WILLIAMS: Anna Williams Teaching Spanish in Norway



I AM a teacher. I HAVE a Bachelor's and a Master's in Education in Languages. Typos or no typos, nothing will change this.



In certain dialects the word UTERUS is pronounced WITH AN ''OO'' sound as in book, good, etc, in which case AN would be linguistically appropriate. I type incredibly fast and I didn't edit or revise that text, if I had, I very well have caught that uterous typo myself.



Lurkers, I'm still waiting for an answer of some sort: WHY?



WHY ARE YOU ATTACKING ME AND JOINING TROLLS AND BULLIES AGAINST ME WHEN WE NEVER HAD A BEEF AND I HAVE NOT EVER SAID OR DONE ANYTHING TO YOU?



WHAT ARE YOU GAINING FROM THIS?

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Lurkers, I have a question: WHY?

Why are you joining the trolls against me when I have never done anything to you?

I haven't casted a show with all the features of my shows in almost a year. Why am I being attacked by you through Mac? If you really have something against me, tell me what it is. Tell me what I did to you because I must be a somnambulist and not remember having written something bad about you or said something bad about you to deserve that you team up with MAC to harm me.

If I wrote it in my sleep, show it to me.

I know for a fact I never said anything bad about MAC until he started attacking me because I never start anything with people out of nowhere, there's always a reason.


Why don't you and MAC find people who are broadcasting out in the open and doing something everyone wants to see so you can blog about them?

I'm not saying anything to you or about you, Lurkers. What is your problem?

Friday, February 19, 2016

Administrators and people who encourage Straws on BC are sociopaths in my opinion

I have never attacked ANYONE WHO HADN'T FIRST TAKEN A SHOT AT ME OR DONE SOMETHING TO HARM ME EMOTIONALLY IN SOME WAY.

I believe in self-defense and this is what this blog has always been about above all other things.

Chicky12 is someone who is looking for love. Yes, she is looking for it in all the wrong places. Nevertheless, she doesn't deserve the bashing and constant attacks from people on BC.

For years there was an attempt on my part to explain to her that people like Straws are sick sociopaths who, without remorse, will use people and abuse their confidence and vulnerability for entertainment.

He did this to Gary and he is now doing this to Chicky12 and I am not sure, but I think also to Rachel.

I stopped trying to help Cheryl because she never listened. Now she badmouths me and attacks me just as every troll does, but I still stand by my words: SHE DOES NOT DESERVE WHAT IS BEING DONE TO HER.

There is compelling evidence that she needs emotional support and possibly even psychological help. Seeing a therapist, as I have told her before, is not a sign of weakness or of being ''nuts''. Seeking help means you're aware of your problems and you want to improve yourself for the people around you.

My heart has no hatred towards Cheryl. I hope she finds love somewhere other than battlecam, but I do not wish to interact with her anymore because she never once listened to my advice and she also kept going to people in my life after I told her to stop because they didn't like her.

She will say she hates a person and then minutes later, you will see her in that person's channel trying to be friendly. I don't understand her. I am not a psychiatrist or a psychologist, so I won't diagnose her or try to say she is this or that because I don't like it when people do this to me either.

I will say this: I find it despicable that even site administrators are bullying a person who might have a serious problem like that.




Sunday, January 31, 2016

Once an ignorant person, always an ignorant person

Mr. Macgregor is so ignorant. He has no idea what the plot in TAR BABY is. I bet he doesn't know anything about Toni Morrison and the first time he's ever heard of her was when he heard me talk about her.

First of all, I didn't just sit there and read out loud. MY SHOWS CONSISTED OF TEACHING LITERATURE.

Second of all, there was never any banter on my shows. It has always been about presentations either with music, fashion, literature or languages. My casts were never about small talk, which is something I really hate. I talked to people on some occasions during my shows, but it was never anything enjoyable and something I did for other people's sake and not mine. I like lecturing and I used jtv, vaughn, battlecam and even blog and tiny SHIT as platforms for this and my singing, showing bikinis and doing presentations.

Finally, I have been forced to change a lot of things on my shows for reasons I am not allowed to disclose because I do not want to mention the name of the person/people involved. There is a reason why I stopped even saying ''hello'' to people on my channels and why I kept my hands in full view at all times  in order to avoid any suspicion that I was typing to people or trolling people in main while casting on my channel.

I would love to do my shows normally without any concerns, but there's too much at stake to lose and I am not willing to risk it.

Macgregor never had the type of content that I have provided on my channels. His content ,when he broadcasted, was sitting there chatting with people. The only reason a lot of people went to his cast was that they were curious to see him since they only knew his blog.

Dudes don't normally get a lot of viewers. Unless they have chicks in the lineup or something like a skype call show, they get very few views. Even good looking men go through the same process. The crowd likes to see blood, confusion, drunks, drugged up, naked and anything nasty. I don't have to name names. Everyone knows who I am talking about who gets a lot of views based on nasty behavior. There are men and women in this category, but dudes only get a lot of views if they fall in this category or allow trolls.