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BATTLECAM DOES HAVE A TERMS OF USE :-)

THIS BLOG IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. CERTAIN THINGS WRITTEN HERE SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY, UNLESS OF COURSE YOU'RE EITHER INSANE OR A BLOODY IDIOT. I AM DESCRIBING THINGS AS I SEE THEM. SOMETIMES I USE HUMOR AND ABSURDITY, NOT EVERYTHING IN HERE IS REAL. I'M NOT SOME BUTTHURT CASTER WHO IS TRASHING THE SITE OR OTHER CASTERS IN ORDER TO FEEL BETTER OR GET REVENGE. I AM ONLY DRAWING PARALLELS BETWEEN WHAT GOES ON WHILE CERTAIN PEOPLE CHAT IN THE CHAT BOX AND WHAT GOES ON IN REAL LIFE WITH SADISTIC CRIMINALS AND OTHER SOCIETY MISFITS. NOT EVERYONE IN CHAT QUALIFIES. THANK GOD! THERE ARE A LOT OF VERY INTERESTING CHATTERS WHO MAKE THE CHATBOX FUN AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN ONE CAN EVEN HAVE A SEMI-NORMAL CONVERSATION IN THERE. I PERSONALLY THINK THAT UNLESS YOU'RE VOTING, CHATTING AND CAMMING UP, YOU'RE NOT GETTING THE FULL BATTLECAM EXPERIENCE. IT MIGHT BE A LOT MORE FUN IF YOU ACTIVELY PARTICIPATE AND CONTRIBUTE TO THE SITE BY BEING ON CAM. ESPECIALLY NOW WHEN PEOPLE ARE GETTING PAID TO CAST! I LOVE BATTLECAM AND THAT IS ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS WHY I STARTED WRITING THIS BLOG. THE WHOLE CONSPIRACY THING DIED OUT WHEN I FIGURED OUT ONE VERY CRUCIAL DETAIL THAT I HAD BEEN WONDERING ABOUT FOR A LONG TIME. SO NOW IT'S BASICALLY ALL ABOUT HOW I SEE BATTLECAM AND NOTHING MORE.

Important definitions

A cyber bully is someone who uses cruel statements about one's family, health condition, personal matters and other important parts of a person's life in order to make them suffer on camera until they either stop camming up or hurt themselves.

A troll is someone who picks on casters by telling them things such as ''your hair looks like shit'', ''your makeup looks like you have sex for money'', ''your voice sounds like a squirrel'' and things that don't really have the power to make anyone feel the urge to hurt themselves.

Cyber bullies want to destroy. Trolls just want to play.

I HAVE NEVER BULLIED ANYONE. I HAVE TROLLED A LITTLE, BUT NEVER TO THE EXTENT OF HURTING ANYBODY :-) I STAND BY MY WORDS.

Camwhores are women who take their clothes off and masturbate on camera for money or otherwise. Camwhores do public displays of sexual activity such as showing genitals and breasts in a sexual manner. CAMWHORE IS A DEROGATORY TERM USED TO DEFINE WEBCAM MODELS WHO ARE MAKING THEIR MONEY LEGALLY AND NOT STEALING. IT'S SAD THAT'S HOW PEOPLE WANT TO DEFINE EVERY GIRL WHO GETS ON CAMERA THESE DAYS.

There are girls who do it on battlecam and I am not saying they're whores for doing that. There's slutty nude and artsy nude. When Kassette was nude on battlecam, she was a beautiful vision of art. I don't consider Cazul, Notorious or Rockabetty whores for showing boobs either. They were entertaining the viewers and they are not promiscuous women. The definition of a whore is exactly that: either a promiscuous woman or a woman who has sex for money.


Whores are women who have sex with multiple partners.
People like to throw the word around without checking the definition. Wearing a bikini and singing a song are not activities that describe a whore.

Dumb whores are women who not only have sex with multiple partners but they also lack intelligence. They are women who are incapable of typing coherent sentences. Their sentences usually lack important elements such as verbs. I'm neither dumb nor a whore.

Self confident women are able to go on cam without being ashamed. Whether they get good or bad reviews, they switch the camera off and still feel good about themselves. Dumb whores need the validation from the crowd. They're usually women who have problems dealing with their appearance. A self-confident woman can weigh 300 pounds and feel beautiful, whereas a woman who lacks self-confidence will weigh 100 pounds and still feel like shit. It's all relative.



Is that a conspiracy in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?

Saturday, September 27, 2014

I AM BATTLECAM, BITCHES! DEAL WITH IT!

I find it funny how these people who have been on BC for 5 minutes and arrived because they saw it on TV and KNOW NOTHING OF BC HISTORY think they can tell an ORIGINAL BROADCASTER FROM THE VERY FIRST DAY OF THE SITE'S EXISTENCE how to broadcast, how to deal with trolls, etc. I say : STFU, you don't know BC. You ARE NOT BC, you're just on there.


Just because you do a few jackass stunts or make a fool out of yourself on cam and spend hours on main at a time doesn't make you an OG Battlecammer. I AM BATTLECAM, BITCHES! Deal with it!

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Cyber Bullies won't stop, even after a person's death

I'm not one of those people who will start canonizing a person just because he or she is dead. I believe that no matter who you were when you were alive, once you're gone, nothing can affect you anymore. Therefore it's clear that Brent and the other cyber bullies following in his footsteps are wasting time and simply showing what kind of cruel human beings they are.

Like I have ALWAYS SAID: I haven't spoken ill of people who haven't done anything to me. I will lash out in self-defense. Anything that I have ever said about these assholes and skankeroos was said because they have done something to deserve it.

Bard has been dead for almost a year. What has he ever done to LOCS and BRENT for them to be speaking ill of him now? Is that what kind of cowards they are?

Never mind... I forgot where I saw this: BATTLECAM, AKA CYBER BULLY PLAYGROUND.

They can say whatever they want, but they can and will not destroy me.

I don't have the time to be on there as I had before. Work has been keeping me away from the evil grounds of battlecam and as much as my life these people have managed to destroy, they haven't gotten the very best of my heart: LOVE, STRENGTH, INTELLECT AND PERSEVERANCE. These are attributes most of those bullies including the C14 who uses the account at 16-18:00 Oslo time, do not have. Some of the people on this site have to pick up a dictionary or google words I say because they've never heard them before.

There are two ways to approach a situation like that: be on my side and learn from me or be against me and join the sea of ignorance on the site. If you choose to stay with me, I will gladly share the knowledge of things I am good at with you. If you choose to troll me to look cool in front of the cyber bullies and potential criminals on the site, then don't complain about what I have to write on here.

Trolling a dead person? Really? Is this how low you're gonna go for no reason?

If someone hits you and you hit back, I can understand the rage. If someone is dead and you start throwing punches at their spirit and memory, you're just a coward, a cruel, sadistic criminal wanting to hurt those loved ones of the person you're attacking.


Wednesday, September 10, 2014

SELF-DEFENSE IS NOT CYBER BULLYING

That is all I am going to say. If you don't want me to say anything bad about you, DO NOT FUCK WITH ME, BITCH. I WILL defend myself. I have this right.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

People who only chat negatively and never have one positive thing to say are not CHAT WARRIORS, they're chat box COWARDS AND CATFISH

If you never cammed up anywhere and your sole activity in chat is negative chatting and bullying people, you're not a chatbox warrior, you're just a coward.

I only ever attack in SELF-DEFENSE. There isn't one person on here about whom I said something negative who hasn't said something about me or been fake to me or attacked me. I never started shit with anyone out of nowhere. If they attack me or are fake towards me, then I will gladly oblige in defending myself. I am nothing like the chat box warriors or the trolls who are so invested in trolling they will type the same thing 23 times (this was the amount of times BRENT typed his mandatory troll to me at one point).

I'm sure anyone who has opened a window with BATTLECAM.COM on it has seen BREN'T's words in the chat box. He (or she?) has been around for many years on battlecam. I am not sure where this troll comes from or what the intentions behind this name are. What I do know is that I did a little experiment of my own a while back and noticed the following: I went to work in the morning and saw that he was logged on chatting away. Actually, he was trolling away. I worked for 7 hours, went home, had dinner, bathed my daughter and then logged on to BC.

It was no surprise that BRENT was there. This person is almost ALWAYS on battlecam, just like SKUNKYBUDDY AND  BABYFACEKILLA . There is no way on this planet that a ''real and normal'' person would be sitting in front of a screen or on their ipads, android phones or laptops for over 20 hours a day chatting.

This is the reason why I believe these are merely USERNAMES  that multiple people access at different times. In SKUNKYBUDDY'S case, I can clearly see a shift change. At a certain time, the comments become different, the sentence patterns, word choices and ''trolling techniques'' change. There was one of those raging imbeciles in chat the other day saying that ''oh, but we've seen skunkybuddy on cam before''. The same thing was said about a troll named Mizz. She used to chat up guys on skype, facebook, battlecam and twitter, but NO ONE HAD EVER SEEN HER ON CAM. They'd talk to her via text in chat and this troll was so adroit at conversation that she actually managed to make a couple of guys fall in love with her just looking at pictures. These idiots never saw her on camera, just saw text in chat boxes and believed she was a real person.

One of these men actually went to see her in Florida, if I'm not mistaken, and was broken-hearted to find out she never showed. She obviously had stolen photos from someone's FB profile or dead myspace profile somewhere and managed to CATFISH this poor battlecammer. I won't name him in here, but people who have been on BC for the past 4 years would have remembered this case.

I don't trust or believe anyone who ALWAYS CHATS AND NEVER CAMS UP ANYWHERE. Unless this person has been seen on skype, facebook, battlecam, vaughnlive or anywhere where one can corroborate their existence, I don't believe they are real. This has been my policy for the longest time and I feel sorry for the idiots who fall for these stupid scams. I see these guys complimenting a girl's profile picture, telling her she's smoking hot without ever having seen her on cam and I immediately think to myself: ''What a fool.''  If the girl has been on camera and you've actually heard her talk and interacted with her, then it makes sense.

I started out writing this blog post about BRENT and how I got him to admit to me that what he says are merely trolls and that he knows Rachel is a girl among other things. My mind started to drift and I ended up telling other stories, but it's all good. This is my blog, BITCHES! I WILL WRITE ABOUT WHATEVER I WANT. U MAD? I SURE AS HELL AM NOT :-) Life is really good for me now: work is going incredibly well and I've been paying bills and also giving my daughter lots of gifts :-)





Saturday, September 6, 2014

Miss55yearoldfaceRISSA




I wish I had more proof to show what kind of a cyber bully, cruel facebook troll and despicable piece of shit this woman is. She obviously spends her days in Battlecam chat and facebook posting comments on people's posts.

Missrisa, with her 56 year old face, had the nerve to say NATASHA  looks old.

Natasha IS YOUNGER than MissRisa and looks hell of a lot better.

Missrisa is so fake that she sits in Anneurysm's channel kissing her ass, but I have seen her in the shoutbox many times in the past badmouthing Anne.

She does the same with BISH. She kisses her ass, but when she's not around, Missrisa will bash her.

Society lets women like Missrisa get away with such behavior because of its twisted notions of what's beautiful. I used to think she was gorgeous until I saw a closeup of her face one day and saw how much aging she has done in such a short period of time. She's not aging well. Poor thing.

Yesterday I was asked ''why is a woman of such class talking so much trash?''. My choice now is to stop trying to figure out why these idiots are back stabbing me, trolling me, putting me down and thriving in joining the cyber bullies against me. My choice now is to simply speak my mind and no longer try to make peace with the enemy. Let them talk their trash, I know how to use my words and I can defend myself.

At the end of the day, they can say what they will about my small breasts (they're beautiful, perky and the tiniest on the planet, but I love them and I am not getting a boob job like my mom did, I will embrace the figure God gave me), but that's all they have. My skin is glowing with youth and I am 42 years old, have no wrinkles while these BIATCHES in their 30s are already falling apart with all the cigarette smoking and drug abusing they do.

The other day I had eyeliner and lipstick on when I cammed up. I don't wear foundation, my skin is really healthy. I have acne from time to time, but it clears up and at its best, my skin is way better than most women my age and even younger.

Missrisa was saying I had make up on. Poor BITCh, trying to insult me, she paid me a compliment: I had no foundation on, that WAS MY SKIN ON CAM.

She loves to call other women old, ugly, etc, but she fails to realize that all she has is based on being white, skinny and having long hair. These are traits that society embraces. There's nothing special about her, but she is living in a fantasy world where she is idolized by a bunch of trolls and cyber bullies so she thinks she's something, when she is actually NOTHING BUT A FAKE ASS BITCH.

I haven't been broadcasting much. I am now working full time in the areas of expertise I spent 6 years in college for and I am really happy, making money, raising my kid while life goes on on BC and the trolls wake up every day to fill the chat with  cruelty, but I'm just not there to read it.

I have a voice here on this blog and I will continue to use it to expose the PIGS OF BATTLECAM who think they're so special because some BC guy told them they wanna fuck them. Yeah, keep thinking that, bitches :-)

Friday, September 5, 2014

LICKERSHIT, AKA MRS FILTHY FAT PIG

How nasty does a person have to be to physically have anything to do with a woman who looks like a penguin?  She's a young girl, with a pretty face, but her body is a mixture of SANTA CLAUS AND A PENGUIN.

This is one of the things that really bothers me with GENERATION WHATEVER: they drug themselves, they eat themselves into oblivion and they treat their bodies with a lot of disrespect. How old is LICKERSHIT? 20-25-28? EVEN IF SHE'S IN HER 30'S , SHE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OUT OF SHAPE, SHE SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF HERSELF. I'm 42 years old and my body looks a gazillion times better.

''Oh, but she had a kid.''

Guess what? So did I. I had a child and I carried her in my womb for 9 months, gained a little bit under 16 pounds and my stomach doesn't have as many rolls as some of these bitches on BC.

Chelly is one of the nastiest ones on there. I've seen the screencaps circulating of when she was lifting her boobs to show guys and she forgot to SUCK IN HER NASTY GUT. LICKERSHIT IS THE SAME WAY: NASTY STOMACH.

She has the typical SANTA CLAUS BODY that a lot of desperate guys settle for because these women usually have big boobs, albeit attached to a fat stomach and skinny legs like toothpicks. I can't stress this enough: LICKERSHIT HAS A GROSS STOMACH.

Yet, there are still guys who want to ''fuck the shit out of her''. Well, they are just as nasty as she is for even saying this.

I just had a bit of breakfast and I feel like vomiting just thinking of this young girl, with a beautiful face attached to a body that's been beaten down by drugs and unhealthy eating. SHE'S NASTY AND SO ARE THE MEN WHO WANT TO FUCK HER.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

MISSWRONG420 pot smoking back stabbing boob showing bitch

It never ceases to amaze me how people call me a slut, a hypocrite and all sorts of horrendous things when , in fact, there are women on Battlecam that do far worse than anything I have ever done on cam.

Let's look at Misswright 420, for instance. She shows her breasts and covers the nipples with her fingers, which leaves most of the boobs exposed. Yet, she is considered someone ''who has respect''.

I have never showed that much and never have I spoken to men in a sexual manner on my channel or on main like she does. She describes sexual acts and discusses them with them, talks about having cyber sex with other people's men... ALL OF THIS AND SHE SAYS SHE IS HAPPY WITH HER MAN.

The key word here is not that she HAS A MAN, but that she claims to be HAPPY WITH HER MAN.

IF YOU'RE SO HAPPY WITH YOUR MAN, WHY DO YOU FEEL THE NEED TO SHOW YOUR BOOBS TO GUYS ON BATTLECAM AND INVITE THEM FOR PRIVATE TEAMVIEWER SESSIONS TO SHOW MORE?

HAPPILY MARRIED/ENGAGED OR WHATEVER.

The other day she spent almost 2 hours naked on a tub, talking sexually to guys, enticing them inviting them to call her privately on skype ''if they're upset, she's always there to comfort them''.

I used to think this was a nice girl until I saw her shaking her boobs and covering the nipples on cam.

My boobs are precious to me. They're the tiniest ones on the planet and most people don't find them attractive, but I keep them for my man only. They're not on display for the public or random guys.

I did my fair share of fashion bikini shows online and never were they anything sexual.

I was a lingerie and bikini model as a young woman and I am comfortable with my body. It's different from this public display of SKANKINESS that passes for a woman with respect that Misswright420 does.

I guess smoking pot, showing boobs and being the physical type that society accepts is what gets her the popularity she has. All of that and the fake niceness. SHE'S A BACK STABBING FAKE BITCH. She is HAPPY WITH HER MAN, BUT LOVES TO SPEND TIME WITH OTHER GIRLS' MEN.

I'm getting a few tips about these battlecam people I am writing about lately. This is just the beginning.

By the way, she is only 30 something, but her face looks like she's in her fifties. If she cuts her hair short one day (which she never will because it takes the focus off of her ugly face), people drooling over her now would see her for what she is.

Society wants what it wants and the sheep will follow, but I keep two things that have been getting me far in life: strength and intellect. My beauty is for those with brains to see it, with an open mind to see beauty in a black Brazilian woman. So this has nothing to do with anything other than exposing a skank for what she is. Respect... hahhahahhahah yeah, look at all that respect she has!

Sunday, August 31, 2014

IS SUGARTOSPICE AKA DAZEDONDOSHA A RACIST?

A couple of months ago, I posted a picture on my facebook. Nothing abnormal, unusual or out of the ordinary (pleonasms,I know!) . This picture was of three of my neighbors. They're all from Iraq, they all have very thick mustaches and they have the same exact skin complexion and facial features as well as hair style of Saddam Hussein's. I wrote  a caption :''I have so many neighbors who look like Saddam Hussein'', or something to that effect.

Here is where SugarToSkank, aka DOZEDonAbunchOfDifferentDrugs, decides to make a joke of her own and insults me with the subtlety of racism that is to be expected of someone who doesn't want people to know they are that ignorant that they can't see discerning characteristics in people from different countries and cultures just because they have the same skin color.

The men I showed on my photo ARE FROM IRAQ, Saddam Hussein's land, and they COME FROM THE SAME CULTURAL BACKGROUND. I wasn't grouping them up just for the way they looked and I wasn't in any way saying they committed crimes or that the content of their character was bad or even insinuating this.

The joke made by SKANKYDOSHA was racist and biased in many levels:

1st She chose two women being arrested
2nd She chose two women wearing disgustingly poorly put together weaves
3rd She chose two black women from the United States
4th She chose women with a different skin complexion from mine
5th She chose women who were physically unattractive
6th She chose women who had very different facial features from mine

I have never been arrested, don't wear weaves, am not from the USA, am of a unique skin complexion because of my indigenous and black ancestry, have modeled and been paid for this work due to my physical characteristics therefore not unattractive physically, have very fine delicate Black BRAZILIAN FEATURES in my face. Her parallel had absolutely no foundation, whereas what I put forth was a simple fact that a lot of guys in my neighborhood are from Iraq and sport the same hair style and physical characteristics as Saddam Hussein.

By posting that picture, she was insinuating I'm something I am not, whereas I was not making any assumptions about the men in my neighborhood. Most of the refugees from Iraq and other places of the world who come to Norway are law abiding citizens who do nothing to receive the reputation of the criminals from their countries.

SugarToSpice, DazedOnDosha or whatever her username is on BC thinks I have to act a certain way because of the color of my skin.

She doesn't accept that I speak EIC and not African American Vernacular and she has a hard time understanding that I am a BLACK BRAZILIAN and not AN AFRICAN AMERICAN. To her ignorant mind, it's all the same and I should embrace a certain attitude even though it is NOT PART OF MY CULTURE.

Let us just say for a moment that she really has a degree in SOCIOLOGY as she claims and she's only joking about all of this and is trying to see how I would react. If this is true, I will retract most of what was said in this post and apologize for calling her SugarToSkank and other nasty names, which if she actually means everything she's said are well deserved.



Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Taking a break

I never announce ''I'm quitting BC'' because I know I would end up coming right back and the big announcement would be just a joke. I do, however, sometimes take breaks. I have been away from BC for months at a time, weeks at a time, days at a time. I always return because I enjoy the site.

When I do take breaks, I like to let people know I'm taking a break because GOD FORBID that I'd give the trolls the satisfaction of thinking ''we trolled her off'' :-)

I'm going to be gone for a bit and it's gonna be a week or more depending on how this experience goes. My fans, all four of them, can finish reading THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY on their own and they can find some good insightful notes and tips on sites like www.enotes.com, www.bookrags.com and www.sparknotes.com.

Don't ever think that reading the Cliff Notes substitutes reading the book. It just doesn't. Read the book and use the rest of the material you find on it as support material that will help you understand the book better.

I will bring THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY back when I come back to BC, but in the meantime, prepare yourselves for the next book: THE SCARLET LETTER, by Nathaniel Hawthorne.

We went from British Literature with Oscar Wilde to American Literature with Nathaniel Hawthorne.

So long, BC!

I'll be back!

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Battlecam tolerates most trolls, it is NOT EXCLUSIVELY A TROLL SITE

    Moderator Alexxx said it best years ago when he explained to a newcomer what the deal with the trolls on BC was. He told the newbie that people on battlecam.com wouldn't be banned from the main channel (the only one existent at the time) for typing things that would get them banned immediately in other websites. Having said that, Alexxx proceeded to tell this brand new broadcaster what the rules of the site were. I remember the caster being surprised that he wasn't allowed to be shirtless on cam, but he didn't seem amazed or in any way shocked that racism wasn't allowed.

   Making an observation or having a unique perspective does not mean paranoia. I believe naming this blog The Battlecam Conspiracy has given people (especially those who NEVER READ THE CONTENTS OF THE BLOG) have the erroneous notion that I am some crazy person who is afraid there is a chip on his or her shoulder, who believes everything must be a hoax forged by the government of the United States. Naming the blog The battlecam Conspiracy was a humorous way of starting a blog about battlecam that would not focus on gossip or bashing people, but would instead show a different perspective of what Alki presented to us from jtv who were invited to join him there.

  Sometime in 2010, Alki David invited all of us who were on his jtv channel to join his new platform where PEOPLE WOULD BATTLE FOR AIR TIME BY DOING WHATEVER THEY WANTED ON CAM AS LONG AS THEY DIDN'T BREAK THE RULES. This was the premise pitched to those of us who were there. He emphasized the fact that the rules would be way more lenient than those on jtv and he even said ''COME AND SHOW YOUR BOOBS, YOU WON'T GET BANNED''. As much as I have been well known for HATING TROLLS, there is no way in bloody hell that I would have joined a TROLL SITE.

  If Alki had said,''Ladies and gentlemen, I'm creating a troll exclusively for trolls. You will be harassed, bullied and humiliated on cam and those harassing, bullying and humiliating you will NOT BE BANNED.'', I obviously wouldn't have joined the site. I can take lots of trolling. As a matter of fact, I take it with a smile on my face and more often than not, I don't lash out. I read chat very fast and I acknowledge some things and others I ignore. I don't like battling people. When I do battle someone, I eventually end up apologizing because I really dislike this part of what Battlecam brings to its audience. Notwithstanding, I DO LIKE MANY ASPECTS OF WHAT THE SITE BRINGS:

REALITY SHOWS
ENTERTAINING CASTERS
FRIENDLY PEOPLE (YES, THERE ARE FRIENDLY PEOPLE ON THERE. U MAD?)
SIDE CHANNELS FOR PEOPLE TO CREATE THEIR OWN RULES (as long as they don't break the site rules)
FREEDOM TO DO BIKINI SHOWS
A PLATFORM FOR ME TO DO LITERATURE SHOWS FOR 3 PEOPLE
BROADCASTERS LIKE BTF
THE KARAOKE CHANNEL (A NO-TROLL ZONE)
CHATTERS LIKE iamtigerwoods, Drive....by, Xen, Lairs and other og chatters who are able to troll in a funny way without crossing the line
RULES THAT DON'T ALLOW RACISM (the rules are there, albeit not as consistent as I would like)

and more than anything I like the fact that I am still allowed on there even though there are a few staff members who wish they could permaban me.

I've said it before and I will say it again: I WILL ONLY LEAVE BC IF ALKI DAVID BANS ME. THE DAY HE PERMABANS ME WILL BE THE DAY I WILL SAY GOODBYE TO THAT SITE FOR EVER. I GIVE EVERY TROLL WHO'S BEEN HATING ME FOR THE PAST 6 YEARS SINCE I STARTED CASTING ON JTV, THEN BC AND VAUGHN, MY WORD OF HONOR.

There is a chance I will leave before this happens, but it will be on my own volition and I won't make any big announcements. I will just vanish and BC trolls will show a sigh of relief, while deep down inside they will miss having me there so they could KNOW they could say anything they wanted to me and very seldom be banned for it :-) and also know I would be back the next day unaffected by whatever they said.

Many girls have come and gone to BC. The main channel would have had a lot more girls if there weren't so many vicious trolls. That's why Alki says ''do not troll new women''.

Girls who are affected by what is said on the site, just  leave and never come back.

I write this blog to show my perspective. Showing the world your thoughts does not mean you're crying or dying over whatever people said or did to you. Expressing myself with the written word is not hard. It took me just a few minutes to type this long post. I think fast and I touch type, so this is no indication of anything either.

My only point is that trolls are tolerated on BC and they're welcome to insult people as long as they don't break the site rules. This does not in any way mean that the site is exclusively for those dumbasses. BATTLECAM IS NOT ONLY A TROLL SITE.



Thursday, June 19, 2014

OG---racist---420 and NEAL (tonyy, babyfacenelson or whatever his name is) should be permabanned from BC

He adds 420 and OG to his name like he is something on BC. OG on Battlecam stands for ORIGINALS: the casters who started on the site in 2010. This idiot has been on the site for a few months, a year , if that! Not only is he awkward looking, but he also speaks with great difficulty and it makes it hard for people to understand what he's saying. I'm not bashing him for having a handicap, but I am also not giving him a PASS FOR USING THE N WORD TOWARDS ME OR ANY CASTER.

The N word says more about the person who utters it as an insult than the person who is on the receiving end. A person who chooses to use that word is ignorant, lacks vocabulary and also can't express him or herself eloquently enough with coherent sentence patterns. I feel sorry for him and everybody who uses that word towards me. I know who I am, what I am and in spite of all my flaws, I know with 100% certainty that a 41 year old, teacher, translator, college graduate with a Masters Degree, who has traveled the world and can express herself fluently in 6 languages is NOT THE N WORD.

I hope they give him a ban on main as well. It should be a policy on Bc that if you use that word in ANY CHANNEL, YOU JUST GET BANNED FROM THE SITE FOR GOOD.

T0xic is banned for several years for a vague, ambiguous and extremely unfair reason: ANTI BATTLECAM. I don't get why a person like OG 420 or a person like Sirpops and other racist people aren't banned FOR A NUMBER OF YEARS FOR USING RACIAL SLURS AND HARASSING PEOPLE ON THE BASIS OF ETHNICITY.

TONYYYY, AKA NEAL, IS ALSO USING RACIAL SLURS ON PEOPLE'S WALLS, THREATENING OTHERS TO DEATH, BUT HE GETS TO FREQUENT BATTLECAM FREELY WHILE SOMEONE LIKE T0xic, who actually brought content AND VIEWERS to the site is banned.

I don't understand the logic, but I hope I myself don't get banned for speaking my mind on this matter.

The channel grid will never have new faces if this continues. People don't want to be on cam at a place where the N word is thrown around, that's why Alki created the no racism rule. If we want other types of casters instead of the girls who sell their bodies for weed, drunks, idiot casters and people who don't bring content, something must be done about that.

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Over 4 years on BC, still there hasn't been one single person who was able to troll me off

I have been attacked, I may even have cried on camera once my real life crossed paths with my online life, but I haven't been trolled off and the day I cam down for good will be out of my own volition. That's all I have to say. If there's something bad to be said about me, there's something worse to be said about whoever is spreading lies and disgusting rumors about me.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Alternative names to sit in a room unnoticed do not equal troll accounts to harass people

Yesterday I was accused by a couple of people of having troll names that these people are saying I use to go and harass others. That is not true. I do on occasion use alternative names in order to avoid drawing attention to myself. I log in and I may go into a broadcast on vaughnlive.tv because when I log in with my own account, lots of people start saying ''hello'' and initiate conversations with me that also lead to trolls starting their absurdity. So to avoid creating a commotion, I sometimes log on with a different name if I want to watch a show for a few minutes without deviating the focus of that cast to me.

I have spoken about self-defensive trolling, which is something I tried a long time ago and only went after people who had trolled me. It did not give me any satisfaction. Harassing people does not make me happy in any way. I do not enjoy it.

Being on camera is what I am on BC, vaughnlive.tv and jtv for and nothing else. I love broadcasting. I do not have any desire to harass people.

As for the one person who is making the worst accusations, that is the very person I WOULD NEVER TROLL. I would rather either stay silent or say whatever needs to be said on a message or straight to that person's face.

I am not a troll. Administrators and staff at BC would know this because they know who has what accounts and who says what.

Although I am a flawed individual like any other, I refuse to use cyber bullying and trolling as a form of hobby. I would rather broadcast, sing my songs, show bikinis, read books, do my Scandinavian Culture presentations and what I do best.

Alternative names to sit in a room unnoticed do not equal troll accounts to harass people.

Monday, May 19, 2014

A lesson for the ignorant and prejudiced people on BATTLECAM and the JTVWOODSHED BLOG

On a previous post I discussed the many different things I'm able to do while broadcasting:
Literary Analysis
Teaching Languages
Prank Calls
Singing Songs
Showing Bikinis


On this post I will share  articles about Extended breastfeeding for the ignorant people out there who do not understand it or acknowledge it as a natural process in the lives of many.

In the early months (0 to 6 months), milk is the only source of nourishment for a baby. After solids are introduced, some mothers still breastfeed a few times a day. When kids are older and extended breastfeeding is a choice, they may nurse once a day and it is not uncommon.

A lot of mothers hide this fact because of the ignorance and prejudice of society.

Extended breastfeeding is known to elevate a child's IQ and enhance a child's immune system.

http://www.babycentre.co.uk/a8496/extended-breastfeeding

http://dailymom.com/nurture/the-surprising-benefits-of-extended-breastfeeding/


http://www.kveller.com/mayim-bialik/tag/extended-breastfeeding/

I used to have a section on my youtube channel about breastfeeding, which I have taken down after I realized the wrong audience was targeting it. There are a lot of misconceptions about breastfeeding in general. I used to get  ignorant remarks from people who thought flat chested women were unable to produce milk, for instance.

Culturally, the United States of America as a whole doesn't seem very accepting of this practice and as most jtvwoodshed and battlecam audiences  come from there, I thought it would be a good thing to share yet another aspect of my life that I am proud of, but it's always misconstrued and the objective of my presentation reaches very few people.

Better few people than none.

I stand on my own strength of character and there is nothing that these cyber bullies and trolls can say, type or broadcast to mock and ridicule me that's going to take away from me my integrity and my accomplishments in life: being a mom, traveling, learning languages, getting my Bachelors and my Masters, having taught my little daughter 3 languages and raised her to be such a well behaved and pleasant young lady.

On top of all that, NOBODY can troll me off. I may type incredibly fast, therefore type A LOT, but I'm not in any way going to be affected to the point of not being on camera. I love broadcasting and these people will not make me stop.




Saturday, May 10, 2014

Literary Analysis, Scandinavian Culture presentations, bikini shows, singing, language shows, prank calls, skype calls

What I do:

.Literary Analysis
.Scandinavian Culture presentations
.Bikini shows
.Singing
.Language Shows
.Prank Calls (I haven't done one in almost two years, but I AM ABLE TO DO THEM)
.Skype calls


Since I was asked by Justin.tv admins to change the content of my show in 2011, I found that Battlecam out of all the sites where I have broadcasted over the past 6 years is the only place where I have been able to have more creative freedom. I was told by Vaughnlive.tv admins that I could do bikini shows on there, but now I have found out that there are a few limitations to what I can do during those shows. On justin.tv I can do lifecasting and if my daughter walks in here and gives me  a hug, I don't have to panic that I'm going to get banned.

I have said it many times and I will say it again: MY BIKINI SHOWS AREN'T SEXUAL PRESENTATIONS. I know that the mere fact that I wear a bikini and am on cam causes people to immediately associate bikinis with porn, sexual behavior, an invitation to sexual abuse, etc.

This is not my intent.

I have 128 bikinis. It is a passion of mine to encourage women of all shapes, sizes and ages to feel confident enough to wear a bikini. I wear different pieces each time I go swimming or to water aerobics here in Norway. Indoor swimming pools are my favorite places because I feel so warm and so safe.

There is no way for me to stop men from thinking whatever they think when they see me wearing a bikini, whether it is at the beach, an indoor swimming pool or in this guest room in my apartment where I broadcast from and can't be seen by tons of people during the bikini shows. There is, however, NO INTENT ON MY PART for anyone to look at me sexually. I'm not interested in advances from men. I am not looking for a man. I'm not looking for money either. People keep suggesting I do mfc, cam4, chaturbate and other sites that to me are disgusting. I would never sell myself that way, although I can see that many women make a living this way and even support their kids with the money they make from these sites.

I support myself by teaching languages, translating papers, working at a hotel and I have the education and the expertise to do these things. I will never be rich or make the kind of money that girls on those above mentioned sites make because I choose to use my academic skills other than my body to make money. I am perfectly okay with all of this.

In 2009, when I was 36 years old, I started doing the bikini shows on justin.tv . I am often asked if I would be okay if my daughter ''followed in my footsteps''. Here is my answer: if she wants to wear a bikini online when she is 36, I will say go for it. I will not encourage her to do anything like this as a young teen because I know what kind of predators are out there and I know that no matter what the intent is, there will always be people who will take things the wrong way. I just happen to be old enough, mature enough not to let any of this lead to any place inappropriate where I could get into serious trouble.

I'm currently with TGS doing bikini shows, but the other segments of my broadcasts are still available as they always have been. I broadcast everywhere: justin.tv, battlecam.com, vaughnlive.tv and I also upload to youtube, post videos on facebook and I update my twitter often enough with broadcast times.