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BATTLECAM DOES HAVE A TERMS OF USE :-)

THIS BLOG IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. CERTAIN THINGS WRITTEN HERE SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY, UNLESS OF COURSE YOU'RE EITHER INSANE OR A BLOODY IDIOT. I AM DESCRIBING THINGS AS I SEE THEM. SOMETIMES I USE HUMOR AND ABSURDITY, NOT EVERYTHING IN HERE IS REAL. I'M NOT SOME BUTTHURT CASTER WHO IS TRASHING THE SITE OR OTHER CASTERS IN ORDER TO FEEL BETTER OR GET REVENGE. I AM ONLY DRAWING PARALLELS BETWEEN WHAT GOES ON WHILE CERTAIN PEOPLE CHAT IN THE CHAT BOX AND WHAT GOES ON IN REAL LIFE WITH SADISTIC CRIMINALS AND OTHER SOCIETY MISFITS. NOT EVERYONE IN CHAT QUALIFIES. THANK GOD! THERE ARE A LOT OF VERY INTERESTING CHATTERS WHO MAKE THE CHATBOX FUN AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN ONE CAN EVEN HAVE A SEMI-NORMAL CONVERSATION IN THERE. I PERSONALLY THINK THAT UNLESS YOU'RE VOTING, CHATTING AND CAMMING UP, YOU'RE NOT GETTING THE FULL BATTLECAM EXPERIENCE. IT MIGHT BE A LOT MORE FUN IF YOU ACTIVELY PARTICIPATE AND CONTRIBUTE TO THE SITE BY BEING ON CAM. ESPECIALLY NOW WHEN PEOPLE ARE GETTING PAID TO CAST! I LOVE BATTLECAM AND THAT IS ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS WHY I STARTED WRITING THIS BLOG. THE WHOLE CONSPIRACY THING DIED OUT WHEN I FIGURED OUT ONE VERY CRUCIAL DETAIL THAT I HAD BEEN WONDERING ABOUT FOR A LONG TIME. SO NOW IT'S BASICALLY ALL ABOUT HOW I SEE BATTLECAM AND NOTHING MORE.

Important definitions

A cyber bully is someone who uses cruel statements about one's family, health condition, personal matters and other important parts of a person's life in order to make them suffer on camera until they either stop camming up or hurt themselves.

A troll is someone who picks on casters by telling them things such as ''your hair looks like shit'', ''your makeup looks like you have sex for money'', ''your voice sounds like a squirrel'' and things that don't really have the power to make anyone feel the urge to hurt themselves.

Cyber bullies want to destroy. Trolls just want to play.

I HAVE NEVER BULLIED ANYONE. I HAVE TROLLED A LITTLE, BUT NEVER TO THE EXTENT OF HURTING ANYBODY :-) I STAND BY MY WORDS.

Camwhores are women who take their clothes off and masturbate on camera for money or otherwise. Camwhores do public displays of sexual activity such as showing genitals and breasts in a sexual manner. CAMWHORE IS A DEROGATORY TERM USED TO DEFINE WEBCAM MODELS WHO ARE MAKING THEIR MONEY LEGALLY AND NOT STEALING. IT'S SAD THAT'S HOW PEOPLE WANT TO DEFINE EVERY GIRL WHO GETS ON CAMERA THESE DAYS.

There are girls who do it on battlecam and I am not saying they're whores for doing that. There's slutty nude and artsy nude. When Kassette was nude on battlecam, she was a beautiful vision of art. I don't consider Cazul, Notorious or Rockabetty whores for showing boobs either. They were entertaining the viewers and they are not promiscuous women. The definition of a whore is exactly that: either a promiscuous woman or a woman who has sex for money.


Whores are women who have sex with multiple partners.
People like to throw the word around without checking the definition. Wearing a bikini and singing a song are not activities that describe a whore.

Dumb whores are women who not only have sex with multiple partners but they also lack intelligence. They are women who are incapable of typing coherent sentences. Their sentences usually lack important elements such as verbs. I'm neither dumb nor a whore.

Self confident women are able to go on cam without being ashamed. Whether they get good or bad reviews, they switch the camera off and still feel good about themselves. Dumb whores need the validation from the crowd. They're usually women who have problems dealing with their appearance. A self-confident woman can weigh 300 pounds and feel beautiful, whereas a woman who lacks self-confidence will weigh 100 pounds and still feel like shit. It's all relative.



Is that a conspiracy in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Taking a break

I never announce ''I'm quitting BC'' because I know I would end up coming right back and the big announcement would be just a joke. I do, however, sometimes take breaks. I have been away from BC for months at a time, weeks at a time, days at a time. I always return because I enjoy the site.

When I do take breaks, I like to let people know I'm taking a break because GOD FORBID that I'd give the trolls the satisfaction of thinking ''we trolled her off'' :-)

I'm going to be gone for a bit and it's gonna be a week or more depending on how this experience goes. My fans, all four of them, can finish reading THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY on their own and they can find some good insightful notes and tips on sites like www.enotes.com, www.bookrags.com and www.sparknotes.com.

Don't ever think that reading the Cliff Notes substitutes reading the book. It just doesn't. Read the book and use the rest of the material you find on it as support material that will help you understand the book better.

I will bring THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY back when I come back to BC, but in the meantime, prepare yourselves for the next book: THE SCARLET LETTER, by Nathaniel Hawthorne.

We went from British Literature with Oscar Wilde to American Literature with Nathaniel Hawthorne.

So long, BC!

I'll be back!

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Battlecam tolerates most trolls, it is NOT EXCLUSIVELY A TROLL SITE

    Moderator Alexxx said it best years ago when he explained to a newcomer what the deal with the trolls on BC was. He told the newbie that people on battlecam.com wouldn't be banned from the main channel (the only one existent at the time) for typing things that would get them banned immediately in other websites. Having said that, Alexxx proceeded to tell this brand new broadcaster what the rules of the site were. I remember the caster being surprised that he wasn't allowed to be shirtless on cam, but he didn't seem amazed or in any way shocked that racism wasn't allowed.

   Making an observation or having a unique perspective does not mean paranoia. I believe naming this blog The Battlecam Conspiracy has given people (especially those who NEVER READ THE CONTENTS OF THE BLOG) have the erroneous notion that I am some crazy person who is afraid there is a chip on his or her shoulder, who believes everything must be a hoax forged by the government of the United States. Naming the blog The battlecam Conspiracy was a humorous way of starting a blog about battlecam that would not focus on gossip or bashing people, but would instead show a different perspective of what Alki presented to us from jtv who were invited to join him there.

  Sometime in 2010, Alki David invited all of us who were on his jtv channel to join his new platform where PEOPLE WOULD BATTLE FOR AIR TIME BY DOING WHATEVER THEY WANTED ON CAM AS LONG AS THEY DIDN'T BREAK THE RULES. This was the premise pitched to those of us who were there. He emphasized the fact that the rules would be way more lenient than those on jtv and he even said ''COME AND SHOW YOUR BOOBS, YOU WON'T GET BANNED''. As much as I have been well known for HATING TROLLS, there is no way in bloody hell that I would have joined a TROLL SITE.

  If Alki had said,''Ladies and gentlemen, I'm creating a troll exclusively for trolls. You will be harassed, bullied and humiliated on cam and those harassing, bullying and humiliating you will NOT BE BANNED.'', I obviously wouldn't have joined the site. I can take lots of trolling. As a matter of fact, I take it with a smile on my face and more often than not, I don't lash out. I read chat very fast and I acknowledge some things and others I ignore. I don't like battling people. When I do battle someone, I eventually end up apologizing because I really dislike this part of what Battlecam brings to its audience. Notwithstanding, I DO LIKE MANY ASPECTS OF WHAT THE SITE BRINGS:

REALITY SHOWS
ENTERTAINING CASTERS
FRIENDLY PEOPLE (YES, THERE ARE FRIENDLY PEOPLE ON THERE. U MAD?)
SIDE CHANNELS FOR PEOPLE TO CREATE THEIR OWN RULES (as long as they don't break the site rules)
FREEDOM TO DO BIKINI SHOWS
A PLATFORM FOR ME TO DO LITERATURE SHOWS FOR 3 PEOPLE
BROADCASTERS LIKE BTF
THE KARAOKE CHANNEL (A NO-TROLL ZONE)
CHATTERS LIKE iamtigerwoods, Drive....by, Xen, Lairs and other og chatters who are able to troll in a funny way without crossing the line
RULES THAT DON'T ALLOW RACISM (the rules are there, albeit not as consistent as I would like)

and more than anything I like the fact that I am still allowed on there even though there are a few staff members who wish they could permaban me.

I've said it before and I will say it again: I WILL ONLY LEAVE BC IF ALKI DAVID BANS ME. THE DAY HE PERMABANS ME WILL BE THE DAY I WILL SAY GOODBYE TO THAT SITE FOR EVER. I GIVE EVERY TROLL WHO'S BEEN HATING ME FOR THE PAST 6 YEARS SINCE I STARTED CASTING ON JTV, THEN BC AND VAUGHN, MY WORD OF HONOR.

There is a chance I will leave before this happens, but it will be on my own volition and I won't make any big announcements. I will just vanish and BC trolls will show a sigh of relief, while deep down inside they will miss having me there so they could KNOW they could say anything they wanted to me and very seldom be banned for it :-) and also know I would be back the next day unaffected by whatever they said.

Many girls have come and gone to BC. The main channel would have had a lot more girls if there weren't so many vicious trolls. That's why Alki says ''do not troll new women''.

Girls who are affected by what is said on the site, just  leave and never come back.

I write this blog to show my perspective. Showing the world your thoughts does not mean you're crying or dying over whatever people said or did to you. Expressing myself with the written word is not hard. It took me just a few minutes to type this long post. I think fast and I touch type, so this is no indication of anything either.

My only point is that trolls are tolerated on BC and they're welcome to insult people as long as they don't break the site rules. This does not in any way mean that the site is exclusively for those dumbasses. BATTLECAM IS NOT ONLY A TROLL SITE.



Thursday, June 19, 2014

OG---racist---420 and NEAL (tonyy, babyfacenelson or whatever his name is) should be permabanned from BC

He adds 420 and OG to his name like he is something on BC. OG on Battlecam stands for ORIGINALS: the casters who started on the site in 2010. This idiot has been on the site for a few months, a year , if that! Not only is he awkward looking, but he also speaks with great difficulty and it makes it hard for people to understand what he's saying. I'm not bashing him for having a handicap, but I am also not giving him a PASS FOR USING THE N WORD TOWARDS ME OR ANY CASTER.

The N word says more about the person who utters it as an insult than the person who is on the receiving end. A person who chooses to use that word is ignorant, lacks vocabulary and also can't express him or herself eloquently enough with coherent sentence patterns. I feel sorry for him and everybody who uses that word towards me. I know who I am, what I am and in spite of all my flaws, I know with 100% certainty that a 41 year old, teacher, translator, college graduate with a Masters Degree, who has traveled the world and can express herself fluently in 6 languages is NOT THE N WORD.

I hope they give him a ban on main as well. It should be a policy on Bc that if you use that word in ANY CHANNEL, YOU JUST GET BANNED FROM THE SITE FOR GOOD.

T0xic is banned for several years for a vague, ambiguous and extremely unfair reason: ANTI BATTLECAM. I don't get why a person like OG 420 or a person like Sirpops and other racist people aren't banned FOR A NUMBER OF YEARS FOR USING RACIAL SLURS AND HARASSING PEOPLE ON THE BASIS OF ETHNICITY.

TONYYYY, AKA NEAL, IS ALSO USING RACIAL SLURS ON PEOPLE'S WALLS, THREATENING OTHERS TO DEATH, BUT HE GETS TO FREQUENT BATTLECAM FREELY WHILE SOMEONE LIKE T0xic, who actually brought content AND VIEWERS to the site is banned.

I don't understand the logic, but I hope I myself don't get banned for speaking my mind on this matter.

The channel grid will never have new faces if this continues. People don't want to be on cam at a place where the N word is thrown around, that's why Alki created the no racism rule. If we want other types of casters instead of the girls who sell their bodies for weed, drunks, idiot casters and people who don't bring content, something must be done about that.

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Over 4 years on BC, still there hasn't been one single person who was able to troll me off

I have been attacked, I may even have cried on camera once my real life crossed paths with my online life, but I haven't been trolled off and the day I cam down for good will be out of my own volition. That's all I have to say. If there's something bad to be said about me, there's something worse to be said about whoever is spreading lies and disgusting rumors about me.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Alternative names to sit in a room unnoticed do not equal troll accounts to harass people

Yesterday I was accused by a couple of people of having troll names that these people are saying I use to go and harass others. That is not true. I do on occasion use alternative names in order to avoid drawing attention to myself. I log in and I may go into a broadcast on vaughnlive.tv because when I log in with my own account, lots of people start saying ''hello'' and initiate conversations with me that also lead to trolls starting their absurdity. So to avoid creating a commotion, I sometimes log on with a different name if I want to watch a show for a few minutes without deviating the focus of that cast to me.

I have spoken about self-defensive trolling, which is something I tried a long time ago and only went after people who had trolled me. It did not give me any satisfaction. Harassing people does not make me happy in any way. I do not enjoy it.

Being on camera is what I am on BC, vaughnlive.tv and jtv for and nothing else. I love broadcasting. I do not have any desire to harass people.

As for the one person who is making the worst accusations, that is the very person I WOULD NEVER TROLL. I would rather either stay silent or say whatever needs to be said on a message or straight to that person's face.

I am not a troll. Administrators and staff at BC would know this because they know who has what accounts and who says what.

Although I am a flawed individual like any other, I refuse to use cyber bullying and trolling as a form of hobby. I would rather broadcast, sing my songs, show bikinis, read books, do my Scandinavian Culture presentations and what I do best.

Alternative names to sit in a room unnoticed do not equal troll accounts to harass people.

Monday, May 19, 2014

A lesson for the ignorant and prejudiced people on BATTLECAM and the JTVWOODSHED BLOG

On a previous post I discussed the many different things I'm able to do while broadcasting:
Literary Analysis
Teaching Languages
Prank Calls
Singing Songs
Showing Bikinis


On this post I will share  articles about Extended breastfeeding for the ignorant people out there who do not understand it or acknowledge it as a natural process in the lives of many.

In the early months (0 to 6 months), milk is the only source of nourishment for a baby. After solids are introduced, some mothers still breastfeed a few times a day. When kids are older and extended breastfeeding is a choice, they may nurse once a day and it is not uncommon.

A lot of mothers hide this fact because of the ignorance and prejudice of society.

Extended breastfeeding is known to elevate a child's IQ and enhance a child's immune system.

http://www.babycentre.co.uk/a8496/extended-breastfeeding

http://dailymom.com/nurture/the-surprising-benefits-of-extended-breastfeeding/


http://www.kveller.com/mayim-bialik/tag/extended-breastfeeding/

I used to have a section on my youtube channel about breastfeeding, which I have taken down after I realized the wrong audience was targeting it. There are a lot of misconceptions about breastfeeding in general. I used to get  ignorant remarks from people who thought flat chested women were unable to produce milk, for instance.

Culturally, the United States of America as a whole doesn't seem very accepting of this practice and as most jtvwoodshed and battlecam audiences  come from there, I thought it would be a good thing to share yet another aspect of my life that I am proud of, but it's always misconstrued and the objective of my presentation reaches very few people.

Better few people than none.

I stand on my own strength of character and there is nothing that these cyber bullies and trolls can say, type or broadcast to mock and ridicule me that's going to take away from me my integrity and my accomplishments in life: being a mom, traveling, learning languages, getting my Bachelors and my Masters, having taught my little daughter 3 languages and raised her to be such a well behaved and pleasant young lady.

On top of all that, NOBODY can troll me off. I may type incredibly fast, therefore type A LOT, but I'm not in any way going to be affected to the point of not being on camera. I love broadcasting and these people will not make me stop.




Saturday, May 10, 2014

Literary Analysis, Scandinavian Culture presentations, bikini shows, singing, language shows, prank calls, skype calls

What I do:

.Literary Analysis
.Scandinavian Culture presentations
.Bikini shows
.Singing
.Language Shows
.Prank Calls (I haven't done one in almost two years, but I AM ABLE TO DO THEM)
.Skype calls


Since I was asked by Justin.tv admins to change the content of my show in 2011, I found that Battlecam out of all the sites where I have broadcasted over the past 6 years is the only place where I have been able to have more creative freedom. I was told by Vaughnlive.tv admins that I could do bikini shows on there, but now I have found out that there are a few limitations to what I can do during those shows. On justin.tv I can do lifecasting and if my daughter walks in here and gives me  a hug, I don't have to panic that I'm going to get banned.

I have said it many times and I will say it again: MY BIKINI SHOWS AREN'T SEXUAL PRESENTATIONS. I know that the mere fact that I wear a bikini and am on cam causes people to immediately associate bikinis with porn, sexual behavior, an invitation to sexual abuse, etc.

This is not my intent.

I have 128 bikinis. It is a passion of mine to encourage women of all shapes, sizes and ages to feel confident enough to wear a bikini. I wear different pieces each time I go swimming or to water aerobics here in Norway. Indoor swimming pools are my favorite places because I feel so warm and so safe.

There is no way for me to stop men from thinking whatever they think when they see me wearing a bikini, whether it is at the beach, an indoor swimming pool or in this guest room in my apartment where I broadcast from and can't be seen by tons of people during the bikini shows. There is, however, NO INTENT ON MY PART for anyone to look at me sexually. I'm not interested in advances from men. I am not looking for a man. I'm not looking for money either. People keep suggesting I do mfc, cam4, chaturbate and other sites that to me are disgusting. I would never sell myself that way, although I can see that many women make a living this way and even support their kids with the money they make from these sites.

I support myself by teaching languages, translating papers, working at a hotel and I have the education and the expertise to do these things. I will never be rich or make the kind of money that girls on those above mentioned sites make because I choose to use my academic skills other than my body to make money. I am perfectly okay with all of this.

In 2009, when I was 36 years old, I started doing the bikini shows on justin.tv . I am often asked if I would be okay if my daughter ''followed in my footsteps''. Here is my answer: if she wants to wear a bikini online when she is 36, I will say go for it. I will not encourage her to do anything like this as a young teen because I know what kind of predators are out there and I know that no matter what the intent is, there will always be people who will take things the wrong way. I just happen to be old enough, mature enough not to let any of this lead to any place inappropriate where I could get into serious trouble.

I'm currently with TGS doing bikini shows, but the other segments of my broadcasts are still available as they always have been. I broadcast everywhere: justin.tv, battlecam.com, vaughnlive.tv and I also upload to youtube, post videos on facebook and I update my twitter often enough with broadcast times.






Thursday, May 1, 2014

Don't bash others in order to defend me, please

I would like to ask everyone who is bashing certain people in order to stick up for me to please NOT DO IT.

Bashing a person in order to defend me is only going to make that person lash out at me and say more hurtful horrible things about me. It will not help me in any way.

I have made a lot of mistakes. I have apologized to everyone that I wronged because of my state of mind and now all I want is to stay away from the drama and negativity.

I confided in a handful of friends and vented a lot, but I never intended for anything that was said to be used against anyone in the form of trolling or harassment.

As pointed out by me many times, I will not throw anyone under the bus even if I no longer talk to them or care for them. There's something called loyalty and I believe in it. For the sake of all the good that has at one point been a part of my life, I would rather be silent than say a whole bunch of terrible things.

Those of you who feel like you want to defend me from the trolls, you can do it stating positive things and WITHOUT bashing other people in order to stick up for me.

I have never gone on cam to bash anyone who I had been loyal to at some point and this is still true today, no matter what they may say about me.

Life is changing so much for me at this point and most of it is for the better.

I would love to keep broadcasting as a part of my life as long as some of the elements of it that interfered with my personal life are no longer there.

There is no hatred in my heart for anyone, not even the trolls and bullies. I have uncovered a lot of the truth that lacked in my understanding of my experiences lately. Now I am able to see that a lot of the wasted time will not be ''reimbursed'' to me in any form, but there is a future for me and I know it will be brilliant because I am powering through the bad to get to the good, the good I know I deserve because I AM NOT THE MONSTER SOME PEOPLE THINK I AM. I AM A GOOD PERSON WHO WORKS, RAISES HER KID, LOVES HER FAMILY AND WISHES NO HARM TO ANYONE, EVEN THOSE WHO HURT ME.

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Should I dox myself?

This is a screencap from a show I did on JTV 5 years ago. I have always used THE GUEST BEDROOM, where all computers are and a lot of stuff we don't want anywhere else in the house is, to do the shows. One of the most irritating things trolls say is that this is my kid's bedroom. It isn't. She has a room all to herself with several shelves filled with toys, books, DVDS. She has her own wardrobe and also a child's bed, which is pink and very feminine like any little girl would want. It looks nothing like this GUEST BEDROOM where I do the shows. Just because sometimes there are toys here, like Angry Birds soft toys, blocks, minecraft figurines and other stuff lying around here, people assume this is her room. It isn't.

One thing I miss about doing the shows on jtv was not knowing how much evil there is behind the keyboards. I started there truly not knowing what people were capable of typing to others and how sadistic people were.

When I didn't know these things, I was a lot more natural and I didn't really filter myself as much as I do today.

Now most of what I say and do is carefully planned and thought of because I know how people can twist everything into the worst possible case scenario.

Even after I went on cam and candidly spoke about certain issues, people are still throwing their scornful words as if they were so perfect themselves that they were in a position to judge.

I've been broadcasting since I was 36 years old. One of the things I have become known for is I ban people from my channel. Some say I do it ''for no reason''. I still say: ''THERE IS A REASON. YOU MAY NOT AGREE WITH IT, BUT I DO HAVE A REASON FOR EVERYTHING I DO.''

My real life has taken a tremendous hit because of what I said and did as my online persona. I wish I had kept certain aspects of my life private and now there is no turning back, but I have managed to start rebuilding my real life and hopefully I will be able to have a parallel online hobby still. As long as nothing that happens online is transferred to real life.

A myriad of experiences I believed were real at the time, now seem like the experiences someone else had. I'm distancing myself more and more from that time of my life. Maybe it's because I have been really engaged in a lot of activities that I unfortunately cannot disclose, for privacy reasons. What I CAN SAY is that contrary to what people like to perpetuate as the ABSOLUTE TRUTH, I have always worked, apart from the 3 years I was taking care of my child exclusively. There was no battlecam, jtv or anything online that was a big part of my life at all. I've worked in Norway not only in my own area of expertise, which is literature and languages, but I have learned from doing other jobs as well. I've worked at a hotel for a few years now and I have also worked in childcare and a few other interesting things.

Right now, I have a fascinating job which involves my passions: languages and literature and I also am doing translations on a way more regular basis than before. I've been aggressively pursuing other jobs since August last year. I used to only look for teaching jobs because I was substituting more than teaching regularly since my daughter was born. After August, I broadened my search and that really paid off. I am now hired by three different places: the hotel, a company I do translations for and where I also teach courses and I'm doing something very special with Literature for another organization.

Sometimes I almost feel the urge to DOX MYSELF so that I can just prove to these imbeciles that I actually am exactly who I say I am and that I have the degrees that I talk about, that I have traveled to the places I have talked about and other aspects of my life that people keep insisting on dismissing as delusions when I know so well are a part of my life. If I were to DOX MYSELF and provide people with all my passports since 1979 when I first went to the USA with all the stamps from the countries where I lived, VISAS granted to me to Australia, New Zealand, USA... everyone would know the truth. But I know it's the internet and I also know that no matter how much proof you provide a person with, if they're determined to think you're a liar, there's nothing you can do to convince them otherwise.

At any rate, this is just one of those Anna Williams rants about nothing and everything at the same time. I type really fast, so don't be propagating that other ridiculous notion that I must sit here for several hours to produce a long blog post.

I'm still jet-lagged from traveling back to Norway all the way from Brazil, so I'm very tired. I had dinner in Brazil on the 23rd, had breakfast in France, lunch in Holland and dinner in Norway on the 24th. It was a very long trip.
What many people do not realize is that you have to make these stops when you travel from Norway to Brazil because there are no direct flights like , for instance, OSLO-RIO. It's not like I stopped in each country to run errands or see anyone. I sat at airports in between flights.
I am wasting my time trying to explain certain to those who will never understand. I did this for such a long time, it became a bad habit. Now I no longer have to do this. I'm just typing what's on my mind because this is my blog :-)

I will hopefully see all Anna Williams FANS on vaughnlive.tv soon. Toxic is producing my shows and really organizing my thought process and it has been an enormous pleasure being a part of TGS now. I sincerely want to continue with the shows and have fun like I used to back on JTV, where it all began.


Saturday, April 12, 2014

Babyfacekilla's identity revealed

I'm not sure whether this is fake or real. What I can say is that it would be so funny if it WERE real because it would confirm what everyone knows about trolls who are vicious and who are prolific in their negativity for hours and hours on end... Most of these people look like this or worse. The occasional troll who also chats normally to carry on a conversation is your average looking to good looking healthy person. The worst trolls and bullies are ugly inside and out.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

TGS

Today I did a show with Toxic on Vaughn and also Battlecam. It was a fun experience and I hope to do more shows like that. I had stopped casting for personal reasons and I'm returning slowly and in different ways. Maybe I will go back to my jtv roots or who knows what else is in my future with casting.

My bikini shows had been dormant for the past 6 months. I had missed them a lot and not at all for the reasons that people might think. I missed singing, performing in front of an audience, smiling, being on camera and feeling that ''high'' I get from broadcasting these shows.

Life is changing and hopefully for the better. I am working more, but still having a lot of time with my daughter. She's been the first person I see when I open my eyes in the morning and the last one I see before I close my eyes at night.

There is life beyond the scopes of cyberspace, there always has been.

Having said that, I still would like to continue casting. It's an enjoyable activity and I'm now going to enjoy it even more than ever before.

I will talk to Toxic about doing Scandinavian Culture and The Language show with TGS also. He  has already agreed to include Literary Analysis shows as well.

Good luck to me!

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Does the new design have anything to do with the social experiment?

I just kept thinking about the color scheme now with the traffic light colors of the badges.... hmmmm Maybe it's not what I'm thinking. Wouldn't it be interesting if it were?

I really do believe a lot of the events that take place on Battlecam are not organically happening. There must be a reason behind certain aspects of the site that seem to be glitches, but seem to disappear and then return... The ignore list, for instance, has been working lately on main and it wasn't for quite a long time. If anyone would notice this, this someone would be Anna Williams. I have a lot of people on ignore because once I have read their repertoire of insults, I figure I don't need to keep reading it over and over. So I put them on ignore.

When I'm on camera, it's great to be able to read what's relevant in chat and not the same insults over and over and over again.

I am sure that as soon as broadcasters who use the ignore list as a tool for a less distracting broadcast get ''comfortable'' with the list working, whoever is behind the social experiment and responsible for this aspect of it will remove the feature again.

Just like modship, the color scheme I believe plays a part in the social experiment. I'm just not sure what it is.

There are a few idiots who think I'm in on everything and that I work for BC or that I get ALL MY BIKINIS FOR FREE. They're wrong. I got 4 things for free from Have Faith Swimgerie: two bikinis, a sarong and a set of removable bows for a couple of the bikinis from the swimgerie collection. I have over 100 bikinis, 3 dozen of which are HAVE FAITH SWIMGERIE. I bought them because I like them. I collect bikinis and I fell in love with the designs. I also buy www.magiadomar.com.br bikinis, www.riodesol.com.br , www.brazilianbikinishop.com and other brands such as Tom da Pelle and Arabim, that I used to model for when I was living in Brazil. These last two are Beach and Gym wear.

I do not work for filmon. I have never received a dime to do anything on the site. Everything I have ever done has been sober and out of my own volition. I may or may not have been drinking last September for that one cast. But I think it's way more fun if people keep trying to guess.

On a site where there are women naked, masturbating, inserting objects inside themselves, crying and saying they're going to commit suicide, having domestic disputes, etc... I still find it amazing that my bikinis and my lack of singing and dancing skills still offend so many people.

Oh, well!

My life has been changing a lot lately. I don't really see myself spending a lot of time on BC because I'm really busy with a job as a translator and interpreter, my literary projects and teaching. I also haven't quit my job at the hotel. I just have a very awkward schedule and I don't have the same hours every week. So the fools in the chatbox think I don't work.

This blog still is Battlecam According to Anna Williams, so don't be frustrated if the topics always come back to what I think.