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BATTLECAM DOES HAVE A TERMS OF USE :-)

THIS BLOG IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. CERTAIN THINGS WRITTEN HERE SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY, UNLESS OF COURSE YOU'RE EITHER INSANE OR A BLOODY IDIOT. I AM DESCRIBING THINGS AS I SEE THEM. SOMETIMES I USE HUMOR AND ABSURDITY, NOT EVERYTHING IN HERE IS REAL. I'M NOT SOME BUTTHURT CASTER WHO IS TRASHING THE SITE OR OTHER CASTERS IN ORDER TO FEEL BETTER OR GET REVENGE. I AM ONLY DRAWING PARALLELS BETWEEN WHAT GOES ON WHILE CERTAIN PEOPLE CHAT IN THE CHAT BOX AND WHAT GOES ON IN REAL LIFE WITH SADISTIC CRIMINALS AND OTHER SOCIETY MISFITS. NOT EVERYONE IN CHAT QUALIFIES. THANK GOD! THERE ARE A LOT OF VERY INTERESTING CHATTERS WHO MAKE THE CHATBOX FUN AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN ONE CAN EVEN HAVE A SEMI-NORMAL CONVERSATION IN THERE. I PERSONALLY THINK THAT UNLESS YOU'RE VOTING, CHATTING AND CAMMING UP, YOU'RE NOT GETTING THE FULL BATTLECAM EXPERIENCE. IT MIGHT BE A LOT MORE FUN IF YOU ACTIVELY PARTICIPATE AND CONTRIBUTE TO THE SITE BY BEING ON CAM. ESPECIALLY NOW WHEN PEOPLE ARE GETTING PAID TO CAST! I LOVE BATTLECAM AND THAT IS ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS WHY I STARTED WRITING THIS BLOG. THE WHOLE CONSPIRACY THING DIED OUT WHEN I FIGURED OUT ONE VERY CRUCIAL DETAIL THAT I HAD BEEN WONDERING ABOUT FOR A LONG TIME. SO NOW IT'S BASICALLY ALL ABOUT HOW I SEE BATTLECAM AND NOTHING MORE.

Important definitions

A cyber bully is someone who uses cruel statements about one's family, health condition, personal matters and other important parts of a person's life in order to make them suffer on camera until they either stop camming up or hurt themselves.

A troll is someone who picks on casters by telling them things such as ''your hair looks like shit'', ''your makeup looks like you have sex for money'', ''your voice sounds like a squirrel'' and things that don't really have the power to make anyone feel the urge to hurt themselves.

Cyber bullies want to destroy. Trolls just want to play.

I HAVE NEVER BULLIED ANYONE. I HAVE TROLLED A LITTLE, BUT NEVER TO THE EXTENT OF HURTING ANYBODY :-) I STAND BY MY WORDS.

Camwhores are women who take their clothes off and masturbate on camera for money or otherwise. Camwhores do public displays of sexual activity such as showing genitals and breasts in a sexual manner.

There are girls who do it on battlecam and I am not saying they're whores for doing that. There's slutty nude and artsy nude. When Kassette was nude on battlecam, she was a beautiful vision of art. I don't consider Cazul, Notorious or Rockabetty whores for showing boobs either. They were entertaining the viewers and they are not promiscuous women. The definition of a whore is exactly that: either a promiscuous woman or a woman who has sex for money.


Whores are women who have sex with multiple partners.
People like to throw the word around without checking the definition. Wearing a bikini and singing a song are not activities that describe a whore.

Dumb whores are women who not only have sex with multiple partners but they also lack intelligence. They are women who are incapable of typing coherent sentences. Their sentences usually lack important elements such as verbs. I'm neither dumb nor a whore.

Self confident women are able to go on cam without being ashamed. Whether they get good or bad reviews, they switch the camera off and still feel good about themselves. Dumb whores need the validation from the crowd. They're usually women who have problems dealing with their appearance. A self-confident woman can weigh 300 pounds and feel beautiful, whereas a woman who lacks self-confidence will weigh 100 pounds and still feel like shit. It's all relative.



Is that a conspiracy in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Babyfacekilla's identity revealed

I'm not sure whether this is fake or real. What I can say is that it would be so funny if it WERE real because it would confirm what everyone knows about trolls who are vicious and who are prolific in their negativity for hours and hours on end... Most of these people look like this or worse. The occasional troll who also chats normally to carry on a conversation is your average looking to good looking healthy person. The worst trolls and bullies are ugly inside and out.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

TGS

Today I did a show with Toxic on Vaughn and also Battlecam. It was a fun experience and I hope to do more shows like that. I had stopped casting for personal reasons and I'm returning slowly and in different ways. Maybe I will go back to my jtv roots or who knows what else is in my future with casting.

My bikini shows had been dormant for the past 6 months. I had missed them a lot and not at all for the reasons that people might think. I missed singing, performing in front of an audience, smiling, being on camera and feeling that ''high'' I get from broadcasting these shows.

Life is changing and hopefully for the better. I am working more, but still having a lot of time with my daughter. She's been the first person I see when I open my eyes in the morning and the last one I see before I close my eyes at night.

There is life beyond the scopes of cyberspace, there always has been.

Having said that, I still would like to continue casting. It's an enjoyable activity and I'm now going to enjoy it even more than ever before.

I will talk to Toxic about doing Scandinavian Culture and The Language show with TGS also. He  has already agreed to include Literary Analysis shows as well.

Good luck to me!

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Does the new design have anything to do with the social experiment?

I just kept thinking about the color scheme now with the traffic light colors of the badges.... hmmmm Maybe it's not what I'm thinking. Wouldn't it be interesting if it were?

I really do believe a lot of the events that take place on Battlecam are not organically happening. There must be a reason behind certain aspects of the site that seem to be glitches, but seem to disappear and then return... The ignore list, for instance, has been working lately on main and it wasn't for quite a long time. If anyone would notice this, this someone would be Anna Williams. I have a lot of people on ignore because once I have read their repertoire of insults, I figure I don't need to keep reading it over and over. So I put them on ignore.

When I'm on camera, it's great to be able to read what's relevant in chat and not the same insults over and over and over again.

I am sure that as soon as broadcasters who use the ignore list as a tool for a less distracting broadcast get ''comfortable'' with the list working, whoever is behind the social experiment and responsible for this aspect of it will remove the feature again.

Just like modship, the color scheme I believe plays a part in the social experiment. I'm just not sure what it is.

There are a few idiots who think I'm in on everything and that I work for BC or that I get ALL MY BIKINIS FOR FREE. They're wrong. I got 4 things for free from Have Faith Swimgerie: two bikinis, a sarong and a set of removable bows for a couple of the bikinis from the swimgerie collection. I have over 100 bikinis, 3 dozen of which are HAVE FAITH SWIMGERIE. I bought them because I like them. I collect bikinis and I fell in love with the designs. I also buy www.magiadomar.com.br bikinis, www.riodesol.com.br , www.brazilianbikinishop.com and other brands such as Tom da Pelle and Arabim, that I used to model for when I was living in Brazil. These last two are Beach and Gym wear.

I do not work for filmon. I have never received a dime to do anything on the site. Everything I have ever done has been sober and out of my own volition. I may or may not have been drinking last September for that one cast. But I think it's way more fun if people keep trying to guess.

On a site where there are women naked, masturbating, inserting objects inside themselves, crying and saying they're going to commit suicide, having domestic disputes, etc... I still find it amazing that my bikinis and my lack of singing and dancing skills still offend so many people.

Oh, well!

My life has been changing a lot lately. I don't really see myself spending a lot of time on BC because I'm really busy with a job as a translator and interpreter, my literary projects and teaching. I also haven't quit my job at the hotel. I just have a very awkward schedule and I don't have the same hours every week. So the fools in the chatbox think I don't work.

This blog still is Battlecam According to Anna Williams, so don't be frustrated if the topics always come back to what I think.

Monday, March 3, 2014

I'm not sure whether I should feel flattered, scared or both? I'm actually not gonna lie: I'm just scared.

Someone named WHITE POWER RANGER left this on my channel.

If I had been in there when they put it there, I would have banned him from the room because of the ''white power'' part. In fact, I might have banned this person from the users list with that name without reading the RANGER part because it's impossible to see.

I don't like the cartoons. My hair is not that curly, my nose does not look like that... I'm just a little weirded out that this thing showed up on my channel.

My daughter is looking at it right now and she is laughing out loud really hard, so I guess one good thing came out of these weird pictures/drawings/montages... I'm not even sure what to call them.

It's just not as insulting as some of the photoshops and strange, absurd things people try to perpetuate as real out there on BC.

Friday, February 28, 2014

A streetcar named Desire, by Tennessee Williams

This is the play I'm reading on my www.battlecam.com/anna_williams channel at the moment. I'm providing analysis of the work and also notes on vocabulary, grammar, register, linguistically acceptable versus grammatically acceptable language, etc...

Anyone who is interested in listening can come in. Anyone who is interested in trolling can also come in. The difference is that if I spot a troll name in the users list, I will ban them before they even type. If a person has been verbally assaulting me with absurdities in every other channel on BC, they will get banned immediately on my channel. They usually call me names on main, other people's channels and on facebook. They will not be allowed to do that on my channel. It's my policy. Anyone not happy with it, just don't come in :-)

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

The obsessive fan is the crazy one

Once upon a time, there was a change on a website named www.battlecam.com and they started broadcasting their content on TV to certain places near L.A. According to Dino, the person about whom I will be writing on this post, this is how he came to see me for the first time. My channel was put on tv or maybe I was broadcasting on Battlecam's main channel when it was put on tv. Whatever the case may have been doesn't really matter.

The focal point of this blog post is that Dino spent over a year messaging me on FB sporadically with flattering messages, which were sometimes a little questionable because his compliments sounded a bit like mockery (he once compared me to Oprah Winfrey). I would reply politely as I normally do with most messages from people who claim to be watching my shows and consider themselves fans. This does not happen very often. I get maybe a dozen or so messages every six months or so. I'm not a real celebrity. I'm just a woman who likes to be on cam and self promotes a lot.

At one occasion, he messaged me on FB and I didn't reply to it right away. I am not a chatter. I don't sit on the little messenger thing chatting back and forth with people talking about the weather, what's going on, bla bla bla...duh duh duh... I hate small talk. So, if a person messages me, I might say a quick hello and cut the conversation short straight away. It's nothing personal. I just really hate small talk.

When I didn't reply straight away, Dino messaged back  clearly upset saying that I should have replied to his ''hello''. Like I had an obligation to him or something.

I replied saying :''sorry, I'm not a big chatter. Nothing personal. I hope you're doing well. Thanks for the message.'' or something to that effect.

After that, things seemed to be ok. I saw him chatting occasionally on BC channels. He never said anything rude to anyone that I had seen. I figured maybe this is just one of those people who loves to chat.

All of this changed when I changed the format of my shows with the Literature presentations. I knew that many people would not be pleased with the fact that I am now doing fluid presentations that I do not interrupt to chit chat or even to say a quick ''hello''. I like to do these shows ''in one go''. I like to do the presentation/practice/production thing, in which I present the story, I give tips on how to practice using the elements learned and I leave it up to the audience to practice on their own the skills learned throughout the presentation and they can write, produce a painting or a sculpture or whatever creative product they want to inspired by the text, short story, novel or poem I have taught.

Dino came to at least 4 shows and kept typing in chat. I never stopped. The very last time he was there, he said I had to stop doing the shows that way and change it by talking to people because according to him, it would make my show ''better''. I sent him a message saying: ''no offense, but I won't change my show for anyone. if you don't like it, don't come in'' or something similar.

After this day, he started typing insults and ridiculous attacks on main and any other channel where he saw me. I never responded, I put him on ignore (not literally because I already have a full list of people on ignore and I can't add anyone else). I just never acknowledged his comments.

I decided to write this post after I clicked on his profile and saw that on his list of WATCHED MOVIES, were nothing but VIDEOS OF ME. He has watched almost all of my BC videos. He is obviously obsessed with me in some fashion and I believe he's the crazy person in this scenario.

I have also seen him attack other female casters who don't give him the attention he wants. So I'm now convinced that it is wonderful that the change in format of my show has made him show his true (crazy)colors. He was so offended that I didn't want to take his suggestions that he started to attack me, whereas before this incident, it was nothing but flattery that he had for me. He shouldn't take it personally. SkunkyBuddy (the troll and alleged scammer) has been trying to change the way I do my shows and trying to get me to unban everyone from my channel for several months. Other casters have been trying to convince me to do different shows. I have always stuck to my own creative self. It's The Anna Williams Show, not The Skunky Show, not Dino's show either.

Anyway, ladies, be careful with Dino. Don't hurt his feelings or he will start profusely typing the same insulting things about you every chance he gets. Give him a little love! He desperately needs it.



Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Why anons and exclusively negative chatters who never cam up have no respect from me

Look at these disgusting sadistic anons talking in this shoutbox. Here they are, in all their glory, talking about how they would like to WATCH SOMEONE DIE ON CAMERA. These people never get on cam, we don't know who they are, we never hear their voices or see their faces. They are cowards. Their sole entertainment is to try to make others suffer and they want to do it on cam.

These sadistic pieces of shit sit in the shoutbox for hours and hours a day discussing what others do on camera. They have nothing, but negative things to say.

I am not saying that every chatter who doesn't go on cam fits this category. I am, however, saying that a lot of them do. This is a very scary phenomenon because to imagine that someone's pleasure derives from making others suffer leads me to believe that  they are not that different from the serial killers who enjoy watching their victims take their last breath.

Yes, I believe these anons are the scum of the Earth and what they say about me or about anything or anyone is completely irrelevant.

I have looked at the shoutbox and some of those anons had been in there for a total of 8 hours when I arrived to read a post. 8 HOURS!

I am constantly criticized for broadcasting literature, bikini shows, language shows and whatever I do on camera. I do those broadcasts for a total of tops one hour and a half at a time and then I go about my day with WORK, ERRANDS, LIFE IN GENERAL... I do not sit for 8 hours in a shoutbox minding other people's businesses, what others do on cam and I DEFINITELY DO NOT TAKE PLEASURE FROM WATCHING PEOPLE DIE.

I'm sorry, exclusive negative sadistic chatters, but BROADCASTING is a lot more honest and a way more genuine hobby than sitting in front of a computer for as long as 8 hours a day criticizing people and wanting to watch them die :-)



Friday, January 31, 2014

When Goosezilla met the 2014 Anna Williams...

  When Harry met Sally, they became friends, then lovers. Well, don't expect a romance to blossom between Goosezilla and me any time ever. First of all, I'm not a lesbian. Second of all, she is really mad at me because she wasn't aware of the changes on my channel. So, apparently, now we're not even friends (if it depends on her).
   I hope Goose has talked to people on BC, jtvwoodshed and other Battlecam-related places and has realized that I really don't stop my Literature casts for anyone. I don't say ''hello'', I don't answer questions, I don't acknowledge people in any way. If I do it for one person, everyone else expects me to stop what I am doing to chit chat with them and I never get to say the things I want to say about the books that I am reading.
   Goosezilla was ignorant regarding the facts mentioned on the above paragraph. When I use the word ignorant, I mean unaware. I did say a few ridiculous things like: ''You're immature! Grow up! Blah, blah, blah...'' But it was all in typing after the cast had officially come to an end. She, in turn, told me to go back to college. Well... I will eventually go back because I want to get a PhD in either Linguistics or Literature. I already have a Bachelor of English and Literature and a Masters of Education in English Literacy. I do intend to go back to university and acquire more knowledge. It's never too much.
   I have told many people on Bc and FB that I have sent Alki a copy of my teaching credentials, my diplomas, so that he knows I am not ''bringing Battlecam down'' by misrepresenting myself. He's the owner of the platform I'm using to teach Literature, so I thought he should know.
   Goozezilla and I go way back. She is from the time when Alki would be on BC a lot more often than now and he'd give people on the spot challenges. She was once in a dance competition with Cazul. Goose won.
     In conclusion, those who wish to figure out what happened, now might have an idea. I'm sure the tale would be most likely told by another writer in a different manner. But I was one of the parties involved. I believe my point of view is a bit more accurate.When Goosezilla met the 2014 Anna Williams, she got really mad, made a photoshop to show her discontent and like 99% of the people on BC, got banned from the Anna Williams Channel. It was more of a ban for spamming then anything else, she was very mad and kept flooding the chat. Mr. Macgregor came in and intervened asking me to unban her. I am not sure it was the real Mr. Macgregor, but even if it were, I don't unban people. For me to unban one motherfucker from my channel, I have to unban everyone. I am not willing to do that. It took me a while to redo my ban list since it was wiped by a ''glitch on BC''. Sorry :-)


Friday, January 24, 2014

Censor 14 tells us to ''be nice'' on Battlecam?

I'm confused. Battlecammoments ,or whoever was in charge of that account last night, told me that part of his or her job description was to insult casters.

O.K.

Later on, I see Censor 14 typing ''Be nice'' in chat.

So, which one is it: be nice or insult casters?


Monday, January 13, 2014

Is the Social Experiment still on?


I've been on Battlecam for 4 years. I've seen and heard it all. Some of my concepts have changed. I may or may not have gotten drunk on cam twice. I may or may not have pulled a Desperate Housewife move. I may or may not have ''danced''... I have never gotten naked, though. Neither have I shown breasts or vagina. I am going to stick to those principles.

Years ago I said I wasn't going to battle casters, but I ended up changing that. I'm not sorry I did. The reason for that being that they deserve to hear what I had to say.

I do not appreciate the way the site in a way encourages bullying. Even though this is not the premise, I see a lot of harassment that goes beyond trolling and I believe some of the staff members contribute to it. Now, after the Social Experiment has taken different direction and mods became censors, we can no longer identify who these staff members are.

The fact remains that some people are punished for being racist when it's an obvious case, like on the screencap above. Nevertheless, others can say subtle racist things and get away with them.

We're all a little crazy to stay on BC, some of us more than others. With all the changes over the past 4 years, only a precious few OG casters are around. I like the fact that RACISM is officially a cause for ban, but I don't think all of it gets caught and people keep finding a way around the bans.

I ban people that within seconds come back to my channel on mobile devices.

There are so many glitches to be fixed, but I'm not letting these glitches troll me off.

I am still a controversial caster. No one does what I do and I will stay on that site till I see the outcome of the Social Experiment.