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BATTLECAM DOES HAVE A TERMS OF USE :-)

THIS BLOG IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. CERTAIN THINGS WRITTEN HERE SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY, UNLESS OF COURSE YOU'RE EITHER INSANE OR A BLOODY IDIOT. I AM DESCRIBING THINGS AS I SEE THEM. SOMETIMES I USE HUMOR AND ABSURDITY, NOT EVERYTHING IN HERE IS REAL. I'M NOT SOME BUTTHURT CASTER WHO IS TRASHING THE SITE OR OTHER CASTERS IN ORDER TO FEEL BETTER OR GET REVENGE. I AM ONLY DRAWING PARALLELS BETWEEN WHAT GOES ON WHILE CERTAIN PEOPLE CHAT IN THE CHAT BOX AND WHAT GOES ON IN REAL LIFE WITH SADISTIC CRIMINALS AND OTHER SOCIETY MISFITS. NOT EVERYONE IN CHAT QUALIFIES. THANK GOD! THERE ARE A LOT OF VERY INTERESTING CHATTERS WHO MAKE THE CHATBOX FUN AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN ONE CAN EVEN HAVE A SEMI-NORMAL CONVERSATION IN THERE. I PERSONALLY THINK THAT UNLESS YOU'RE VOTING, CHATTING AND CAMMING UP, YOU'RE NOT GETTING THE FULL BATTLECAM EXPERIENCE. IT MIGHT BE A LOT MORE FUN IF YOU ACTIVELY PARTICIPATE AND CONTRIBUTE TO THE SITE BY BEING ON CAM. ESPECIALLY NOW WHEN PEOPLE ARE GETTING PAID TO CAST! I LOVE BATTLECAM AND THAT IS ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS WHY I STARTED WRITING THIS BLOG. THE WHOLE CONSPIRACY THING DIED OUT WHEN I FIGURED OUT ONE VERY CRUCIAL DETAIL THAT I HAD BEEN WONDERING ABOUT FOR A LONG TIME. SO NOW IT'S BASICALLY ALL ABOUT HOW I SEE BATTLECAM AND NOTHING MORE.

Important definitions

A cyber bully is someone who uses cruel statements about one's family, health condition, personal matters and other important parts of a person's life in order to make them suffer on camera until they either stop camming up or hurt themselves.

A troll is someone who picks on casters by telling them things such as ''your hair looks like shit'', ''your makeup looks like you have sex for money'', ''your voice sounds like a squirrel'' and things that don't really have the power to make anyone feel the urge to hurt themselves.

Cyber bullies want to destroy. Trolls just want to play.

I HAVE NEVER BULLIED ANYONE. I HAVE TROLLED A LITTLE, BUT NEVER TO THE EXTENT OF HURTING ANYBODY :-) I STAND BY MY WORDS.

Camwhores are women who take their clothes off and masturbate on camera for money or otherwise. Camwhores do public displays of sexual activity such as showing genitals and breasts in a sexual manner. CAMWHORE IS A DEROGATORY TERM USED TO DEFINE WEBCAM MODELS WHO ARE MAKING THEIR MONEY LEGALLY AND NOT STEALING. IT'S SAD THAT'S HOW PEOPLE WANT TO DEFINE EVERY GIRL WHO GETS ON CAMERA THESE DAYS.

There are girls who do it on battlecam and I am not saying they're whores for doing that. There's slutty nude and artsy nude. When Kassette was nude on battlecam, she was a beautiful vision of art. I don't consider Cazul, Notorious or Rockabetty whores for showing boobs either. They were entertaining the viewers and they are not promiscuous women. The definition of a whore is exactly that: either a promiscuous woman or a woman who has sex for money.


Whores are women who have sex with multiple partners.
People like to throw the word around without checking the definition. Wearing a bikini and singing a song are not activities that describe a whore.

Dumb whores are women who not only have sex with multiple partners but they also lack intelligence. They are women who are incapable of typing coherent sentences. Their sentences usually lack important elements such as verbs. I'm neither dumb nor a whore.

Self confident women are able to go on cam without being ashamed. Whether they get good or bad reviews, they switch the camera off and still feel good about themselves. Dumb whores need the validation from the crowd. They're usually women who have problems dealing with their appearance. A self-confident woman can weigh 300 pounds and feel beautiful, whereas a woman who lacks self-confidence will weigh 100 pounds and still feel like shit. It's all relative.



Is that a conspiracy in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?

Sunday, January 25, 2015

The Mathematics of BATTLECAM...

What kind of crazy shit is Anna Williams going to write about on her lameass blog THIS TIME?

Well, folks, I think even the most skeptical Anna Williams hater would have to agree with me on this one.

Let us take a look at channels such as my own, which started in 2010 and a few of the ones which started in 2012. Try this EXPERIMENT:

Go in while logged off.

Make sure you're the only person in that channel and look at the number of viewers. You will see number 37.

Then, log in, you will see number 38 and the FIND USERS section of the channel will read: 1 viewer and 37 guests.

Within a few minutes, the guests ''will go away'' and you will be alone in the channel.

Stay in there, logged in   and open another window of the same channel under a different domain.

For example, if you're logged in as www.battlecam.com/jesuslovesyou98 , open a window with www.filmon.us/jesuslovesyou98  and you will see the number 38 pop up again.

Now, log off of both accounts and you will see the following number: 74!

I've known about this for years and never wanted to write about it, but today I decided to do it, finally. This is by far the most boring post I have ever written! I hate MATH.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Battlecam According to Anna Williams

The way I have always seen the site, først og fremst, was as a place where people would BATTLE ON CAM FOR AIR TIME. Hence the name BATTLECAM. I started to notice a few coordinated efforts to encourage people to cam up early on when there weren't that many people on the site. The mods and admins would not troll the casters back then. It used to be different: if you got trolled too hard, a mod or an admin would ban the person who was trolling too hard.

Nowadays, some mods on main will bully a caster to the extent of using their family members, their appearance and a variety of sensitive issues without any remorse. They do not care whether the things they type and/or post as videos for the entertainment of others will wreck lives.

I am sure that if a caster killed him or herself tomorrow, they would keep on trolling and desecrating the memory of a person who's obviously someone's loved one.

I see how certain people do this over people who are (supposedly) dead such as Anneurysm, Bard, Zyzz and Vikki.

It is sad that the battle for air time has lost its purpose. We seldon see people playing musical instruments, singing or showcasing any type of talent such as dancing or even juggling. It's all about insulting and dehumanizing people until they either destroy themselves on camera or simply leave the site.

This is all about BATTLECAM MAIN.

If people moderate their channels and get rid of vultures like Brent and skunkybuddy, there can still be a productive broadcast on a side channel.

It is still sad to see that the good old days of Battlecam seem to never come back...

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Vicious, demented and abhorrent


She keeps on attacking me any time my name shows up in chat with NO PROVOCATION ON MY PART. I never address her first. I type ''hello'' in chat and she starts attacking me.

She revealed some personal information given to her by a person in whom I confided and who had NO BUSINESS telling this FAT PIECE OF SHIT WHORE anything about my life.

MISS HP recently uploaded a different picture to her profile on Battlecam thinking it is so much better than the picture I had originally posted on here.

I feel profoundly sorry for her and for the person she has allied herself with in order to attack me. They're both sad, out of shape, unhealthy individuals who will most likely not live as long as I will and who should really lose between 30 and 70 pounds before they can start talking shit about me.

She's a vicious, demented, abhorrent person and if she keeps attacking me on main and talking about my personal business, with information she got from someone who went to her to talk shit about me, she will keep being featured on this blog.

Shut the fuck up already, BITCH!

Saturday, January 10, 2015

There's something strange about these trolls

skunkybuddy

babyfacekilla

mastaplaya

OG_HIPPIE

ConradDobler

Funboy

Arazi

Zodd

Jesters

Buhhhhhrent



.A few of these names appear to know when people open a window with battlecam BEFORE THEY LOG IN;

.A couple of those names have spent reportedly over 24 hours logged on and active in chat;

.Some of these names ONLY APPEAR when certain casters show up;

.Most if not all of them have never broadcasted properly (facing the camera, talking to people);

.At least three of them engage in mind games and psychological abuse as their techniques for trolling people;


. One of these was actually a moderator on main and some have said he is related to Jennifer Stano, Alki's wife.


I do not know if these are 100% accurate facts, but I do notice a pattern in how these people behave. I believe a few of these accounts are used by a few people. Their sentence patterns, vocabulary choices and personal attacks on people completely change from one time frame to another. Some of them don't even seem to know who they're ''supposed to be trolling''.


I refuse to believe that anyone would actually do the things these people do out of their own volition.It doesn't make sense. There has got to be some sort of reward for them otherwise they wouldn't engage in such activities.


There is a difference between people who occasionally troll and people who are vicious in their attacks.

I believe the vicious ones to be incredibly evil. They start these attacks without provocation.

They call me evil when I defend myself, but never have I started an attack on someone who didn't do anything to me. They play stupid and say they haven't done anything or pretend they don't know what they said or did, but I never go at anyone unless they have done something to me.

SELF-DEFENSE is one thing, ATTACKING PEOPLE WITHOUT A REASON is another.




Thursday, January 8, 2015

This is self-defense : THEY HATE ON ME, I'M FIGHTING BACK :-)

She can't hide her fat stomach, not even when she sucks it in, poor thing. Like many other overweight women, she thinks boobs on a fat chick count. Poor thing is so desperate, she has changed her profile picture on Battlecam to a picture showing her saggy fat tits.

She's been hating on a lot of women on BC and following the trolls for popularity. She may have fooled a few stupid idiots, but she's not fooling anyone with brains.

This is her face and not 2 years ago as she claims, these are just a few months ago

This is self-defense : THEY HATE ON ME, I'M FIGHTING BACK :-)



Just like Chelley, another fat cow who hates on women without provocation. She is a slob, a drunk, spends her time on battlecam sucking up to guys and hating on women without provocation. I did not start this. These women either shut up about me or they will have their true faces out here on the blog. There are screencaps of Chelley naked on her channel showing her flabby gut and her saggy tits. Next time someone posts them, LOOK AWAY. 
This is self-defense : THEY HATE ON ME, I'M FIGHTING BACK :-)




If you don't want me to show your face or say anything negative about me, DO NOT ATTACK ME :-)


PS: Chelley was at a point BANNED FROM BC FOR RACISM. She's ugly inside and out.

These two have a lot in common: overweight, out of shape and racist. MISS HP has talked about how she hates immigrants in the UK.


This is self-defense : THEY HATE ON ME, I'M FIGHTING BACK :-)

If you don't want me to write the truth about you, stop spreading lies about me. 




Monday, January 5, 2015

SORRY, FOLKS. I'M STILL NOT GIVING UP BATTLECAM, NO MATTER WHAT THE TROLLS DO.

If it looks this absurd and seems this absurd, it can't possibly be true.

People who are logged on to BC no matter what time of the day you log in such as Skunkybuddy, babyfacekilla and TheShawn might not even be ''real people''. Some accounts are just accounts used by several different people in order to make sure there's always someone in the chatbox being horrendous.

There are a few other accounts that are modded to instigate people on main. People without any logical reason will start a hate campaign against a person and make sure others follow.

This lynch mob mentality which makes it okay to attack others since no one will be held responsible for the attack is one of the most present elements on Battlecam. People who do not have any reason to hate others, who do not EVEN KNOW who a certain person is, will start attacking them because they see the comments in chat and figure ''If everyone is attacking this person, let me join in.''

The problem is when this is endorsed by people who are supposed to be there to moderate the chat and make sure rules aren't broken by broadcasters and chatters alike.There are ways to troll without dehumanizing people. In many instances, there is a clearly orchestrated attempt to do so and I have seen people be trolled exclusively by mods on main.

This has not happened to me. There seems to be a balance in this case. I always see a couple of mods (Slipp and Samsung, for example) start attacking me and then a couple of mods will defend me (Alexxx, Angie, Harry, FunkyFinga ...). I haven't been mobbed by a bunch of admins or mods, but I have been constantly attacked by one of the people behind the account C14.

All the effort these people put into trying to get me to STOP CAMMING UP has not worked over the years and it will NEVER WORK.

What will keep happening is that people unaware of what's going will not stay on the site. The sad part is that it is mostly women. Recently the admins and mods have been putting new women casters on a pedestal and giving them special treatment, which is really good so that they don't get trolled so hard.

It seems that C14, Slipp and Samsung believe that the unspoken (?) rule is that when it comes to me, everything goes :Lakerguy and Celeste can use even my child if they want to attack me, people can delegitimize me as a human being and do whatever they please.

I WILL SAY IT ONCE AGAIN: NONE OF THIS WILL MAKE ME STOP CAMMING UP WHEN I HAVE THE TIME AND FEEL LIKE CAMMING UP.

I am fully aware that a lot of the accounts who create what PG calls ''the shark frenzy'' are either the same person logged in in multiple tabs or legitimate LOSERS who will never be half the person I am and who on top of that are filled with racism that fuels their anger because I DO NOT FIT THE NEGATIVE STEREOTYPES THEY INSIST ON TRYING TO ATTRITUBE TO ME.

THIS IS JUST A REMINDER: I AM NOT GIVING UP BROADCASTING FOR ANYONE.

I MAY NOT HAVE AS MUCH TIME, THAT'S FOR SURE. I'M WORKING A LOT.

BUT I WILL NOT STOP CAMMING UP BECAUSE OF THESE PEOPLE.

I'M A SURVIVOR  AND I AM A LOT SMARTER THAN WHAT THE PEOPLE BEHIND ALL OF THIS THINK THAT I AM.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

CRUNCHA, THE CLUELESS NEWBIE/NOOBIE (HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT, HE'S ONLY BEEN ON BATTLECAM SINCE NOVEMBER 2014)

It is so ridiculous that this pathetic fool thinks that he can talk about battlecam casters when he's only been on the site since November 2014.

I've been on the site since it started, almost 5 years ago, and I don't even know all casters because I do take 2, 3 months breaks sometimes and the casters that come in, get humiliated by the trolls and leave I usually don't get the ''pleasure to meet''. Notwithstanding, I know all the RELEVANT CASTERS and all the broadcasters who have started in 2010 and the casters who were on jtv with Alki David when he invited all of us to go to Battlecam.

CRUNCHA, YOU'RE SO GREEN, I THOUGHT YOU WERE A SOCCER FIELD AND I WAS ABOUT TO SEND A BUNCH OF BRAZILIAN STREETKIDS TO PLAY ON YOUR PATHETIC HEAD.

CRUNCHA IS NOTHING ON BC.

IT'S FUNNY TO SEE HOW HE THINKS HE IS, THOUGH. Here's the proof of when he made this stupid account as if to suggest he's some sort of fitness God, when he's a skinny little kid with a GIANT POTATO HEAD.


Happy 2015, cyberbullies and trolls! I wish you no harm. Life will take care of all of you.

To see someone who once said you were awesome, very pretty and had amazing content on your shows all of a sudden join the trolls and start insinuating you're ugly and lame reinforces my point of how much people change when they decide to follow the other sheep and please the masses on Battlecam.com.

I have been called ugly many many many many times in my life. This has NEVER made me look in the mirror and feel ugly myself. It just shows me how racist and shallow society can be. I have also been told I'm gorgeous, average, beautiful, decent-looking, half-way decent and all kinds of other adjectives.

My image in the mirror is still that of a super fit 42 year old, with an ass that can crack nutshells, the smallest and also the perkiest cutest boobs anyone has ever seen and a very youthful face thanks to NOT SMOKING, NOT DOING DRUGS, AND BEING BLACK BRAZILIAN :)


I don't think I am better than anyone, but I have to feel good about being who I am because the world willl NOT DICTATE how I feel about myself.

I would much rather be in the WORST DRESSED LIST than the BORING BEST DRESSED LIST because polemic is much more interesting than what's common place.

Over a thousand people have seen my broadcasts on jtv, battlecam, vaughnlive and briefly blogtv, tinychat ... Many people have hated me because they were simply mistaking my self-confidence for arrogance, my EIC pronunciation (English for International Communication) for ''trying to be white''. Many people have mistaken my bikini fashion shows for pornographic content.

Guess what, FUCKERS?

I'm ANNA WILLIAMS and no one can take away my lifelong accomplishments academically, my trips to amazing countries, the languages I speak and the beautiful daughter who's not only very well behaved and sweet, but also smarter than a lot of grownups out there.

I AM WHAT I AM AND PROUD TO BE WHO I AM.




Friday, December 26, 2014

EDUCATING THE IMBECILES AND IGNORANT FOOLS ON BATTLECAM.COM

I have a LINEA NIGRA that I am very proud of because it came with my prenancy with my daughter 9 years ago. I DO NOT HAVE A C-SECTION SCAR, I gave birth naturally.

Here's some pictures of women who had a C section scar

It's out of pure ignorance that people say I have a CSECTION SCAR when they see my LINEA NIGRA which is a line that I have under my belly buttom VERTICALLY on my tummy and not horizontally like the two pictures above of women who have C-Sections


This is an educational piece for the ignorant pieces of shit on Battlecam who can't tell the difference. Here's a picture of a woman who also has a linea nigra like mine:
Csection scars are horizontally placed close to a woman's pubic area. They are not vertical lines unless they've been butchered by a careless doctor or had birth complications. I had neither. I gave birth naturally on June 13th, 2006.


I do have a linea nigra which is common in women of Asian, African and Brazilian descent. A lot of Italian women also have them and some of them don't disappear after giving birth.

Why are there so many who hate Anna Williams?

There are OBVIOUSLY traits of my personality that are part of the reason. People mistake my self confidence for arrogance and my pride in achievements such as languages and literature for ''thinking I'm better than everyone else''. It's not true. I'm misunderstood for the most part, but the one thing that makes this ''hatred'' more visible on battlecam is the MOB MENTALITY AND THE SHEEP-LIKE ATTITUDE OF MANY ON THERE.

I have seen it happen many times not only with me, but with many other people who are targets for hatred. A couple of people viciously troll them and others who don't even know who people are or why exactly they hate them start to troll as well.

They jump on the bandwagon because it's a lot easier for them to join a lynch mob than it is to stand up for people who are unjustly being attacked.

There are SEVERAL PEOPLE who are friendly with me and who see this MOB ATTACK ME ON BATTLECAM CHAT, but they do not stand up for me and I have asked people NOT TO because it brings on hatred on them.

Some will still stand up for me, but the majority (even people who DO LIKE ME) will either stay silent in some cases they will be nice to me on my channel or be nice to me and comment on my posts on Facebook, for example, but they will join the band wagon of trolls and cyber bullies against me on battlecam chat because it IS EASIER AND MORE COMFORTABLE.

This is human behavior. The viciousness of the trolls is cruel and inhumane. I have seen people on there who are so evil that it won't surprise me if they one day end up on the news as spree or serial killers. This may sound like an exaggeration on my part, but UNFORTUNATELY IT ISN'T.

I believe that people like LAKERGUY (Celeste's boyfriend) is one of such people. The cruelty of his vicious behavior tells me she might even be at risk. I feel very sorry for her and her children.

Lakerguy has the nerve to call people trash when he, himself, is a human junk yard. He's a criminal, a disgusting looking man and the people he associates with are even more disgusting.

He calls ME trash. Let's look at this for a moment: I'm 42 years old, I have a Bachelor of Languages and a Master of Education, degrees, I have traveled to different countries where I studied and worked as a translator, a professor and a teacher. I have a beautiful daughter who speaks 3 languages, does well in school and is one of the best behaved kids anyone has ever met. I broadcast on battlecam and I got involved with someone in the course of the time I've been on the site. Yes, I've made mistakes in my life, but I definitely AM NOT TRASH and I am DEFINITELY IN A CLASS WAY ABOVE PEOPLE LIKE LAKERGUY AND CELESTE. She has been sexually involved (in real life and online) with MORE THAN A FEW GUYS FROM BATTLECAM. Who is Lakerguy to call ME TRASH, when CELESTE is what he calls NOT TRASH?

These evil people will have to answer to their maker one day.

They steal pictures from my blogs and try to pass them off as pictures I sent them. Everyone who has known me from justin.tv, vaughnlive.tv and battlecam will have seen my blogs. I've posted thousands of my own pictures in bikinis and thongs over the years. Wearing a thong or a bikini is not naked and these pictures are posted on my fotologs and have been for years.

I swear on the life of my little daughter that I have never sent pictures or talked in private with LAKERGUY and that he and Celeste have been using this cruel troll for over a year trying to make Stiffs angry. They think that they can do this and make me suffer the consequences of actions I never committed. CELESTE AND LAKERGUY are part of the evil I talk about on my posts.

The people who follow suit are just part of a MOB BEHAVIOR driven group of people who populate www.battlecam.com . Some of these people are being paid to instigate certain trolls in order to create chaos. They have no idea the amount of pain and suffering they cause.

Notwithstanding, I AM A SURVIVOR. I have been on Battlecam for many years and have endured way more trolling and bullying than anyone on there. I am not going down. Only Alki David or someone working for him can permaban me and shut me up.

CELESTE, LAKERGUY AND THE MULTITUDE OF CRUEL PEOPLE ON THAT SITE WILL NOT TAKE ME DOWN.

Social media in general caters for this type of people. Battlecam ENCOURAGES BULLYING when some of the people who WORK FOR THE SITE BULLY THE BROADCASTERS.

http://ktwop.com/2013/08/14/social-media-anonymity-encourages-and-nurtures-the-herd-mentality/

In conclusion, some people just don't like others. For that matter I completely understand why some people do not like me. A lot of the hatred on battlecam, however, stems solely from people seeing that many are hating on me in chat and they follow suit as a mechanism to fit in with the crowd. They idolize anyone who truly is able to hurt me and they will keep doing so as long as they are allowed by the people who run the site when Alki is not there. When Alki was on he has banned people who were bullying me. Ask the chatter/cyberbully/chatwarrior HERMANO what happened when he started talking shit to me a couple of years ago. He was banned by Alki for 6 months.

Alki is not on Battlecam as often as he used to be. He has given me modship on main several times. The staff members who dislike me took the modship and it is one of the biggest trolls on the site: the mod badge. They give and take it away to see reactions like that of Nino when he lost it. He fell for it so rapidly. Instantly started protesting, trying to get people to join him. It was ridiculous. It's all part of the Social Experiment on BC.

There is much more going on that only people who are observant enough will ever understand.

the ugliness that comes from within: racist behavior, the ultimate form of evil


Wednesday, December 24, 2014

ONE OF THE UGLIEST, NASTIEST AND FATTEST WOMEN ON BC

SHE ATTACKED ME IN THE CHAT BOX WITHOUT ANY PROVOCATION ON MY PART A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO. I POSTED THIS PICTURE. SHE CRIED AND ASKED ME TO TAKE IT DOWN. I TOOK IT DOWN, NOW IT'S ON AGAIN, BITCH. DO NOT ATTACK ME OUT OF THE BLUE, I DIDN'T EVEN ADDRESS YOU, YOU FAT, UGLY, IGNORANT PIECE OF SHIT.

YOU WISH YOU COULD LOOK HALF AS YOUNG AND HALF AS FIT AS I DO. YOU WISH YOU HAD HALF THE EDUCATION I DO AND YOU WISH ANY MAN WOULD BE ATTRACTED TO YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST UGLY AND NO ONE WANTS YOU.

IF I END UP ALONE, IT WILL BE MY CHOICE.

YOU HAVE NO CHOICE.

NO ONE WANTS AN UGLY PIECE OF SHIT LIKE YOU, UGLY INSIDE AND OUT. YOU ATTACKED ME, SO HERE'S PAYBACK.

THIS PICTURE IS NOT GONNA BE TAKEN DOWN.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

Battlecam and Social experiments revisited

When I started writing this blog in 2011, my main purpose was to point out that there was something more than just entertainment happening on battlecam. I pointed out before anyone else that REAL JUSTIN was in fact a hired actor and not someone who found the website and decided to cam up.

At the time, everyone thought the idea of Real Justin being an actor ridiculous and absurd. Now, almost 4 years later, we have seen Justin move to California, get head shots and go on auditions, all of these being factors that prove my theory from the very start.

Justin had things he was supposed to say and do on BATTLECAM in order to get reactions from other casters and people in the chat. As a matter of fact, HE STILL DOES AND SAYS THINGS THAT HE IS PAID TO SAY AND DO.

He will deny it till he is dead, but it is the truth. This is all part of the social experiment.

As I continue to write this blog post, I will give more examples. Cavacho is one of the newcomers on BC who is also someone who was hired to do the things he did. No one in their right mind would voluntarily do what he did on cam for all people to see.

If one observes Cavacho's actions when he first joined battlecam, it is clear he wasn't just a random person who found the site. He came in with a very distinct agenda. He came in to shock and awe. Okay... maybe just to shock.

He started off small with the cross dressing and the condom through his nose, then all of a sudden, he went to the extents of shoving objects into his anal cavity.

Now I will touch a subject that will prompt the wannabe psychologists and psychiatrists of Battlecam to call me narcissistic:

New people who come to battlecam and have never seen me or heard what the trolls have to say, normally are inclined to have a pleasant interaction with me. This was what happened when Cavacho first came in. He was nice and ''normal'' with me. A few days later he must have been prompted by ''production staff'' to start trolling and lashing out at me for no reason to see how I would react or maybe to get a lot of trolls on his side.

He did exactly that: started hating on me out of nowhere.

He immediately got the sympathy of the people in the chat box (mostly trolls) and built a bit of a fanbase that day. Of course most of his followers are only attracted to the appeal he has of the ridiculous and the absurd. Some people like freaky things like that.

Battlecam is a social experiment. They're observing certain people and playing mind games with them. The mind games are played with the ''modship'' status, the ignore list, the attacks one suffers from certain members of the staff and I am almost positive that C14 is actually TRhyder using that account to post those videos of me portraying me as the bully and troll that I AM NOT just to put me in the position where I NEVER WANTED TO BE and to see how I will react. I will just defend my point of view. Every attack on other people that has ever been perpetrated by  me was an act of self-defense.

Monday, December 8, 2014

To all the skankeroos who backstabbed me on Battlecam :-)

At least one of them won't have to use google translate to read this... Most of the others will. I'm not going to waste my time translating anything for them.

Even after all that's been done to destroy the one of the most precious aspects of my life, it still remains intact.


Sunday, November 30, 2014

LIKE YONLU

In 2006, a 16 year old boy named Yonlu killed himself and described step-by-step his last hours on this Earth to people online that he thought were his friends. He was a member of a page named alt suicide holiday. This was actually not exactly a page, but a newsgroup that had been around for a few years.

When Yonlu first contacted that group, he was looking for other people who were also contemplating suicide. He went to that newsgroup in order to find empathy and after having read about this boy for about 6 or 7 years now, I believe he wasn't looking for people to talk him out of suicide. This does not mean that people shouldn't have tried.

LIKE YONLU many teenagers WILL COMMIT SUICIDE and people around them will do nothing to stop them. ''Oh, they're whoring themselves out on camera for attention.'', ''they're not gonna do it'', ''if they are that weak, they should really die and deserve to'', is what some people will say. Words of compassion were found during Yonlu's hours of need. The saddest part were the words of disdain, rejection and cruelty said by a few trolls on that page/newsgroup.

One man had the nerve to say that yonlu was an idiot and should remove himself from the world. This young boy died a horrifying death in the bathroom of his apartment in Brazil. His psychiatrist, his mother and father didn't see it coming. Online as Yonlu, he had a following and lots of people were aware that he had talked about committing suicide. No one seemed to believe it or pay close attention to his words.

I now draw a parallel between what happened to this boy and what may happen to others who frequent battlecam and who are constantly subjected to UNPROVOKED ATTACKS. I emphasize unprovoked attacks because there is a very big difference between defending oneself from an attack and being constantly mistreated and offended, taking it all in and building a new personality. Some of the people constantly cyber bullied online begin to believe that they are everything the trolls say and they embrace this new personality and destroy themselves.

This will NOT HAPPEN TO ME. If I were ever to commit suicide, the myriad of motives that would culminate in my doing so would have to be directly related to people I love. The words of the trolls, the insults of the cyber bullies, the back stabbing actions of the skanks on battlecam DO NOT AFFECT ME. I can easily defend myself and move on from those things. Just because of  posts I make calling out these people doesn't mean they're affecting my life. These are words of warning, to raise awareness.

What does affect me are the words of those who truly are supposed to build up my character, be proud of me and love me. If I were to feel completely lost in this world and decide to die, it would be for being deserted by someone who loved me and NEVER BECAUSE OF TROLLS, CYBER BULLIES AND RANDOM ''DRUG ADDICT PROSTITUTES'' AND SKANKS FROM BATTLECAM.

LIKE YONLU, I believe there is a high likelihood someone might succumb to the words of the paid trolls such as Skunkybuddy, babyfacekilla, C14 (THE BULLY WHO USES THAT ACCOUNT, NOT EVERY SINGLE USER) and eventually take their lives. I hope I am wrong. I really do.